8th week of my training regime.....

Saturday, 5th Feb...another boring day.....i keep saying boring in all my blog posting..hmm, maybe i ought to use another word instead of 'boring'.....like, hmm....*thinking*...hmm.....i think i will just stick to 'boring' for the time being....been struggling to write anything useful in my blog cos nothing much has been happening for me...last nite out was supposed to be interesting but nope, its not...instead, it was a complete BORE.....i dun tink i shud be talking bout it or i dun tink there is anything to talk about...the guys--christian and his frens look like a bunch of jabronis when they're drunk.....making noises, sounding very rude and wadever negative comments u can tink of....i'm definitely not goin with them to clubs again...i'll stick with my own clubbing kakis, ed, brian, tom, sylvia and not forgetting penny and wee wee....man, its been a long time since i went clubbing with them...geez....hope we can mit soon to club ;) Now, i have been working almost everyday(except for the odd days when i have xtra work to do in camp) for 8 weeks...any improvements? hmm, perhaps......the abs? dun tink so...i'm getting more and more frustrated and depressed as the day goes by....i've been working my ass of thru out these 8 weeks and i still can't see myself losing the fats around my stomach...what must i do to get the abs? dammit, the more dis is goin to continue, the more i'm goin to lose the motivation to continue with this program that i have started 8 weeks ago....what started out with so much confidence and enthusiasm could just died out for nothing.... I keep telling myself dat i just need to keep on persevering and striving....i need to remain focused, disciplined and confident if i'm to succeed.....god dammit....