Fucking pissed!!!!!!!

Well, the start of the new week....there will be two days off for us but too bad for me, i have guard duty on the first day of chinese new year...well, dat sucks....i was hoping i could enjoy the holidays but i guess i just to live with it...fucking shit...hey, at least alvin is comin back after 6 months out in the sea..it seems like it was only yesterday when he left jieyin, me and the rest of the gang....he'll back tml nite, ard ten plus...me and jieyin are planning to pick him up tml but its yet to be decided...... anywayz, had half day at work cos i have a medical appt.....went back ard 12 and had lunch at home..mum cooked curry chicken and it was damn good *slurp*......seriously, it was bloody gd food although i had a small serving cos i'm on a strict diet, remember... oh ya, and not to forget, the weather...it was fucking hot and i dun mind repeating it, it was fucking hot!!!! i simply have not mood to do anything in dis type of weather...aaargghhh!!!! took the cab to NUH for the medical appt...no way i was goin to walk in the sun....as usual, the waiting time was sucky....did some xrays on my shin and yet again they found nothing...wat the fuck...the bone scan i had 3 months ago indicate no fracture on my shin.....i was shocked and angry at the same time when the doc told me dat....i was like, ok, u're the expert here, can u tell me why does my shin hurt? nope, i din get any answer....all he said was dat there is a need for an evident so dat i can be downgraded...no way am i goin back to tekong for a full bmt recourse.. fucking hell...dat is sure not goin to happen....in the end, he gav me an excuse from ippt for another 3 months and come back for another bone scan....i left the hospital, angry and still, with pain in my shin.....god dammit.... but nothing can take away the gd news dat alvin is comin back...hope to see u soon bro :)