Zits attack......aarrghhh!!!!

Woke up in the morning and saw my face covered with 3 zits...i was like aaarrggghhh!!! how am i suppose to go to work? i became paranoid as usual...i din feel like leaving the house after dat but i got no choice la....i was surprised to see pimples on my face loh...i'm like so health concious now dat i have cut down on most unhealthy food...wassup wif dat rite? So i decided to ask one person who can probably help me..HEINZ..he is like the best seriously....well, met him during the storeman course and i felt dat i connected to him...i find him to have a powerful personality hehehe not only dat, i find him quite charming, cute(oh pleeez) hahaha hope to mit him up la ;) ..anywayz, he recommended me a product 'rosa t' from watson's..he said dat its the best he had ever used..and it cost a whooping 20 bucks...i'm definitely getting dat to combat any pimple outbreak.... Useless day in camp (or in the army)nuthing to do other den paperwork now dat i've become a clerk...the gd thing is i dun hav to touch or carry all the heavy and dirty radio equipments..the bad news is, paperwork is BORING!!! I asked sara how the hell can he cope dealing with papers everyday...and he simply said dat its for the future...well, probably he's rite la bcos for all i noe, i could end up working in the office and doin the exact same thing i'm doin rite now....i'm not sure if paperwork is my cup of tea...i tend to be blur at times but i tink i find it quite cute loh :p Hopefully i'll be able to grasp the techniques of being a successful clerk lolx.... oh ya i must point out dat(there's two points i wan to take note) today's lunch was nice..we had spagetti with chicken and broccoli....but as usual i had a smaller serving(i'm on a so-called diet if u guys hadn't noticed yet)..2nd point is the weather....it was kinda bad but not too bad the whole day until ard 4 plus when the sky started to turn black and rained....anywayz, who cares as long as it rain...i'm sorry guys but i'm only happy when it rains :0 After work met up alvin for another workout at the gym at chinese garden....kinda shag after dat...we did some running on the threadmill then concentrated on our chest and backs....forgot to bring along my towel so i cant shower at the gym so went back straight to wash up..i hate dat..i'm not a dirty person...i prefer to take a shower after every gym session....i just cant stand it if i dun take a shower and moving ard eeew...dat is so not me....alvin the opposite of me la basically ahahaha..relax ah bro....hehehe Anywayz, tml is a half day bcos of some annivesary celebration hahaha....cya guys...nitey.... [Fight only when you can win; move away when you cannot]

Another (un)convincing win.....

Pheeew......after watching the game between newcastle and bolton, i breathe a huge sigh of relief...luckily we won, 2-1 the final scoreline....and its about time we start winning at home...now dats 4 wins on the bounce....not too bad eh...watching the first half was torturous...it was a disjointed and disappointing performance from the lads...everybody ard the stadium was frustrated, including me....having said dat, bolton didn't had any clear cut chances...ok, so wat? Souness keeps saying about winning ugly...is dis it? hmm.... Second half was much much more better....dyer was running the bolton defence ragged and funny enough it was him who scored the winner...i must say dat it wasn't really convincing as most newcastle fans would say...like i said before dis game, if we had not won the match today, the last few results wouldn't mean anything.....so where do we go from here? lets wait for the next few matches to find out i guess.... anywayz, it rained today...haha...i'm only happy when it rains :p but today was exception la...was suppose to go running but since it rained, i did some workout at home and planned to run tml with alvin at the gym.....haiz...goin back to camp tml sianz....as usual dat feeling of laziness plays in my mind on sunday nights...guess i'll get some rest for tml then...nite guys... [If you would be wealthy, think of saving as well as getting]

Why am i feeling so stress?

I've been feeling kinda stressed out the last few days....been thinking bout my financial problems and ed's comments and other stuffs too...well, i'm not really having financial problems but its just dat i dun have much money to start with....ok at least i'm getting 35o bucks every month(dats wat everyone says) 35o? dat is shit loh...i wish i had gone to OCS and earn almost 1k every month..dat would great but i have to endure 10 months of shit first la.....i've been trying to save a certain amount each month but i alwayz spend beyond my designated budget...not only dat, i've been controlling myself not to go out often or not at all in order to prevent any unnecessary spendings... Each month i would set aside a certain amount of money for important things, for example, transport, hp bill etc etc....in the end there is still a small(yup, small!!!) amount of money left for me to do wadever...dis amount also includes the amount dat i would like to save each month...its pathetic rite...i noe..but dats how things have been goin for the last couple of months...haiz...wat should i do? well, i could probably be an ass by not spending anything and i mean anything, totally...like hell i would do dat....i guess i need to re-assess my situation and my financial planning dat is....serious work need to be done here ladies and gentleman ok...dats one problem...the next problem is my image..well, i dun really hav an image problem but according to mr smart-mouth himself(yup bro, i'm toking bout u) i do have a problem with image...firstly, due to my stupidity last time(during poly years), i didn't shop for real clothes.... secondly, i got $$ problems..enough said...and lastly, without $$, how can i shop for clothes... aaaarrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!! This is fucked up la...i can't settle as an average guy with zero money and zero image...dat is so not me... I tink its time for me to get down to business and show the real me....and hopefully i will prove u(ya bro, i'm referring to u again :p) wrong......i shall not be so stressed out and i should come up with solutions to solve my problems...i can do it, yes i can *feeling pumped* [An opportunity will be within reach, but if you take a risk you are likely to come up short. Play it smart and only do what you know will bring positive results]

Damn shagged.....

No work today so i could wake up slightly later than normal....woke up ard 3 plus in the morning to watch newcastle vs herenveen..i was sleepy thru out the whole match....a gd thing we won the game though...so next up is Olympiakos....sounds kinda tricky but hope we'll be able to make it to the quarter finals..c'mon lads..... anywayz, woke up and had breakfast ard 10 plus....my usual breakfast timing is 8 :( i hate skipping breakfast and the fact also suggest that breakfast is the most important meal of the day and shall not be skipped...well, i had two turkey bacons and sausages with a glass of milo..i'm getting tired of thinking wat should i be eating for breakfast...i wish there was alot of food in my house but there ain't..i guess i need to go shopping for more groceries :p basically spend the whole day at home la(boring!!)..i noe, but i got no choice la...need to save up due to my pathetic pay(i'm getting pittance)...no choice loh..surf the net, move ard the house looking for something to do and blah blah blah..i'm still trying to improve my blog but have been running out of ideas la...need to get more tips from ed and brian....theirs is not bad actually hahaha...everyone is starting a blog nowadays..i guess its a blog craze huh?! Waited for alvin to come my place for some workout....actually ed had told me that he wanted to call us out..sorry bro, i'll go out next time k...oh ya, but i can't, remember...i need better clothings rite, like wat u said :p hmm....oh ya, jean also asked me to go zouk but dunnoe when the date is yet....i hope it'll be the day i get my pay haha *fingers crossed* and guys esp brian and ed, keep urself free next weekend and the next k haha.....anywayz, me and alvin did our normal warm ups which is basically some abs exercise and push ups..after dat we did some running ard my area.....i could feel dat my fitness or stamina to be precise has improved *thumbs up* after the running, we did weights training, concentrating on triceps and biceps...it was a gd workout overall but felt damn shagged afterwards...had dinner and i felt i ate quite alot loh which is bad....no way i'm eating dat much again...alvin was crazy man...he ate quite alot.. he din give a rats ass bout it la but then later regretted bout it hahaha...dats alvin for u.... *sigh* *thinking bout tml* hmm...... [Do what you can but don't expect anyone to help out. You will be on your own today, so make the best of it. The less interference you have, the better it will be]

hmm......tomorrow off, no work woohoo!!!!

As usual, today was a(or another) boring day....not much work(or no work at all), some guys being jerks and nothing else :p well, today was suppose to have my ippt but my name was not in the list so i din have to take it...in the end, i only ran the 2.4km together with rasyid and tso.... my timing was probably ard 11 min 10 secs...not too bad for someone carrying an injury...i really ran my heart out err sort of la...dis is my first ippt since my first ippt in tekong where i fractured my shin(sobz sobz)..... if only i was eligible to take the ippt, i would probably had gotten silver and be a hundred dollars richer $$$$ damn.....but i would probably struggle in standing broad jump la...my jumping is not dat impressive...my personal best(at tekong dat is) is approximately 235cm...not bad ah... hmm, anywayz, felt gd after the run...my timing wasn't dat impressive(the best timing was 9min 40sec) but i tink, its not too for someone with a shin injury....i don't noe wat to do bout my injury..i can let it completely heal by sitting on my ass for one year or so but dats not goin to happen la...how i just sit on my ass, put on weight and look & feel miserable? no way in hell i'm doin dat....i need to achieve my goal...there's no two way....i'm only looking forward to getting my goal and nothing is goin to get in my way(hopefully).....*frustrated*...still trying very hard to get my abs...i'm not sure if i have achieve someything yet but i feel that i'm on the rite way to get it, c'mon!!!! i can do it...yes i can!!!!! Tml will be my off..so no need to go back to camp woohoo....well, at least for a day la...need to enjoy it while i can....so i will get the feeling of a long weekend....usually after my offs, i dun feel like going back to camp..the thought of goin back to work totally brings u down haiz...well, i still got ard 1 year and 8 months to go in the army...man, dat is some depressing stats....some of the guys from the store is goin to ord soon...well its kinda sad la but on the other hand, at least i dun hav to see or talk to them again...dis is becos, some of them just gets on my nerves......i'm not goin to say who la but i will reveal it eventually....sons of bitches..fuck u.....hahaha i like dat... Did some workout just now..skip jogging today cos i ran in the morning so i guess dats gd enough tml will be another day of workout but it will be with alvin...he's agreed to come to my place to do it....we can save money instead of goin to the gym since i hav the necessary 'tools' at home haha....so hopefully i will do my best for the workout and be satisfied afterwards.....i'm looking to tml so i guess i need to hav a gd nite rest...oh shit, there is a newcastle game later at 3am fuck... hahaha...of course i will watch it....hahaha c'mon lads...... [Just when you think you have everything done, something else will come up that sends you off on another whirlwind. Don't get so involved in whatever you are doing that you miss out on an opportunity that could change your future]

*Yawning* Boring boring.....

Today was damn shagged...from the minute i got out of bed until i left camp...i was so sleepy the whole day...in fact, i wasn't the only one....most of the guys most notably christian, was very sleepy and lethargic...most of them spend the day sleeping or should i say, taking a nap.....for me, its a challenge to keep myself awake cos my work now is different from being a storeman.... dealing with the account cards is damn boring but luckily sara is there to perk me up with his buggerish lame jokes..and sometimes he becomes so schizo(schizophrenic dat is) dat he tends to 'destroy' things ard him haha....the thing bout sara is dat he tend to think dat he is gd...i mean, he gets confindent or too confident should i say....we were talking bout our stars and he was saying how gd aquarians are..and he also said dat geminians are two faced bitches....for me, i dun giv a fuck la..and by the way, he found out all the info on the net....on the net? c'mon man, u can't trust anything dat is on the net loh.....jabroni.... Have to get up early tml morning cos i'll be having my ippt....this will be my first ippt since last sept at tekong when i injured myself(fractured my shin in fact) *recalling memories* i still remember that time...man it was sad....seriously, i still couldn't believe that had happened to me :( Haiz, i guess i'll just take it easy for the ippt tml.....just cruise along ;) [You must react quickly and get things done. Too much talk will slow you down and lead to opposition. Change can be expected, and although it may not be what you want, it will turn in your favour]

No more storerun for me......

Another day at work...another day of bad weather....well, dat basically sums up my day.. actually, today i'm starting a new position in my store..i'll be working with sara in the accounts side...generally speaking, we r bascially clerks or accountants if u like but technically, we r just helping out with TSO(tech store officer) work...i guess its better than working in the store becos i dun have to carry all the radio sets and wat not(most of the stores are damn dirty and i mean DIRTY)... Now, its all paperwork....one thing bout me an paperwork is dat i won't finish my work at once becos i tend to do some other things while doing my work...see, dats me...but, i will try to control myself and finish whatever work i have before i do other things..hehe..its not dat i hate paperwork, but its just too boring a job....u noe wat i mean...seriously, i won't be able to work as secretary la...hahaha anywayz, the rest of the day was simple..nuthing much for me to do but clear all the account cards that the stock takers have been checking.... did some abs exercises in the evening and when for a run...felt damn tired afterwards..but i feel kinda frustrated la...becos, yest after the workout with alvin and dinner, i still feel gd bout my abs..i could feel the pecs comin out but today was different..i feel kinda bloated and cant really feel my pecs man....dammit.....its just so frustrating

That's it.....

Nothing much more than an ordinary day for me....no work...that's a welcome change la but i have to resume work tomorrow though :( but fuck it la...i wouldn't even call it work...haiz...just dun feel like goin back to camp....i feel like staying at home and save up and go shopping, do exercises and blah blah blah blah..... So, woke up ard 7 in the morning when i'm suppose to wake up at 6...i have a bone scan appt at NUH @ 8am....in the end i slept for a little less than 5 hours...not advisable actually after having did some workout earlier...i was watching black hawk down & the FA cup match between newcastle and chelsea which we won btw...wooohoooo howay the lads....since newcastle won,i dun mind sleeping for a couple of hours ;) anywayz, when for the bone scan which took a total of almost 4 hours and waited for alvin to mit me up for lunch.....in the end, he came quite late and i had to have my lunch before my time was up....apart from dat, there isn't anything much for me to talk bout the bone scan and oh ya, there was a time when they had to poke a needle into my hand..it was quite painful...i dun like needles la, dats why...hahaha So in the end, after lunch, we went to collect the nivea hamper at 20 martin road which is somewhere at somerset area...there was only 3 nivea products in the bag..the facial wash which i'm running out(pheew, no need to buy liao), shaving foam and a moisturizer(i'm using a different one) After dat, we were supposed heading to the gym but due to unforeseen circumstances, we had to change our plan...Since i was goin to mit edmund for a movie which starts at 7, we decided to do some light workout at my place..cos if we were to go to the gym, i would have been late for the movie...lucky i came up with masterful plan..... when back to my place, approximately ard 4, cooled down and did some light but effective workout hahaha alvin should noe wat i mean... at the end of it all, wash up and got ready to mit ed at bugis...we will be watching "White Noise" starring michael keaton....luckily, i managed to reach bugis on time and on dis occasion i was the one who was late..haaha...its nice to see ed finally coming earlier than me hahaha... he went to grab a subway sandwich and we went straight to the theater..the movie started at exactly 7.15pm...... I found the movie to be quite nice but the ending wasn't dat gd..i tink michael keaton gave an emotional performance...the plot was interesting but i've seen better movies than dis though...i would this movie 6 1/2 stars out of 10.... after the show, me and ed had our usual chit chat session......then suddenly we were talking bout style and image and ed said something which is kinda true but it just dampens my morale....so i guess we need to talk more bout that ah ed? hahha..no probs la bro...u noe me wat, i alwayz tink too much one....but on a serious note, i tink i need to re-asses my image, style and wat i wear when i go out....too bad i dun hav the $$$ or the resources to meet my ideal image and style...i hope that will all change..soon? dun tink so...eventually? i sure hope so.... So in the mean time, its time i dun go out(i'll try la) often or at all....god dammit [PS: ed, u still have to ask me out for movies or watever though ;) ]

Construction in progress.....

Its been quite awhile since i last updated my blog which is on the 10th feb to be exact...this is due to the construction of my blog...i've been working on perfecting my blog..haha seriously, brian is doin the same thing to his blog......so i hope i'll be able to finish up the blog asap to get it back running again....cheers....

Enough is enough....

I'm sick and tired of working out and feeling like fucked afterwards..it just sucks...there is a need for more motivation, enthusiasm and confident if i am to succeed and achieve my goal....i have plan to get my abs by my b-day which is on the 13th june....i have been working almost continuosly for ard 10 weeks now...and i tink there is a slight improvement on my body figure.. but imo, its still not gd enuff....and i tink its time i take drastic measures...i have decided to come up with a list of food which is permitted and banned and also certain rules... Banned food--sinful indulgence: 1. chicken rice 2. fried noodles 3. roti prata 4. mutton soup 5. cakes and chocolates 6. pizza 7. burgers and fries 8. any desserts 9. durian 10. sodas such as coke, sprite, pepsi etc 11. ice-cream 12. cookies 13. deep fried food 14. no tid bits Permitted-- 1. salad(no dressing) 2. sandwiches 3. yong tau foo(no fried pieces) 4. healthy soups 5. water 6. diet coke 7. skimmed milk 8. sugarless food if possible 9. fruits such as apples, oranges, water melons, honey dew etc 10. home cooked food Rules-- 1. no sugar 2. no oil 3. no mayo 4. no cheese 5. eggs not eaten for 3 straight days 6. no egg yolk if hard boiled 7. no snacks after dinner 8. no eating after 10pm if possible 9. no buffets 10. eat 5-6 small meals thru out the day 11. dont drink water till bloated 12. no drinking(alcohol dat is) 13. take time to finish up a meal 14. rice and bread serving reduced Dats all for now la...if anything new comes up, then i will update the list...but for the time being i shall stick to wat i have now and work on it...and i'm also hoping dat alvin will start gym-ming again so i can start bulking up cos i will a support partner ;)

Guard aftermath....

Last nite or the whole of yesterday, in fact, was my guard duty....i wasn't looking forward to it la but i got no choice cos its chinese new year and most of our chinese couterparts are not available so as to speak...reach camp ard 7.45am, changed and draw arms(m-16 rifle)...had some briefing on prowling which i had to do..i would rather settle for sentry duty...damn...but some other guys 'book' the job ahead than me....so prowling i did...i was damn boring and tiring..and the camp wasn't dat big...hmm, ok...but i'm still tired...wtf...i did my prowling with ramdhan who's is from the QM dept...he's ok actually but sometime he tends to talk alot and out of point and laughs loudly and not forgetting, giving crude comments...i got no qualms with himbut sometimes i just dun feel like we clicked...anywayz, we did 2 hours of prowling and rested for 2 hours while the other group will do the prowling and vice versa.... usually after 2 hrs of prowling, we will get the chance to rest or sleep perhaps...we did dat in the guard room, the one with the beds...the only problem was dat we were sleeping with mosquitoes...it was damn irritating...it was so irritating dat we fixed up mosquito coils but dat doesn't seem to work well... i even covered up my whole body except for my face...and when i woke up, i saw mosquito bites on my face...could u believe it? it was super irritating..dats all i've got to say.... walk and walk and walk....it was damn sianz and tiring....and up until 2am, we will still doing our job, properly, if u noe wat i'm saying...and our rsm and cdo for the day, warrant rama(jabroni) was damn on the whole day...luckily by 4am he was gone...pheeew...but i still did one round of prowling and fuck it... went back to the guard room and slept...hahahaha..who cares man...so at the end of everything which was dis morning, went back home.. shagged :(

Nothing's change but alvin is comin back!!!!!

Today is chinese new year eve so its half day at work....nothing much happening there...we had some makan makan...the food was ok la nothing special...i din had rice, only the dishes....went back home in the hot weather(again) and rested..din feel like doin anything cos i'm goin to the airport to pick alvin up since his parents are too buzy later...i'm still waiting for jieyin to giv me a call to confirm whether she's goin to the airport with me....i'm excited bout alvin's arrival hahaha it has been six months since i last hear him speak...... regarding my training program, nothing much has change.....i still need to improve or 'upped' my tempo if i were to get any changes.....now dat alvin is back, i hope he can help me with my training regime.....i have decided to put out a list of things or food that i shouldn't be eating....there was dis article in the men's health bout dis guy who is a normal who happens to eat a lot and by the time he realises it, he had put on a lot, and i mean alot of weight and feeling depressed...i was sort of similar to dis guy except dat i stopped at the half way point and realizing dat i needed to do something instead of eating and not exercising.....so the list have to come out and like i said, hope dat alvin can help me with my program =) oh ya, i got guard duty tml, 24 freaking hrs....dammit......i'm so not looking forward dat.....

Fucking pissed!!!!!!!

Well, the start of the new week....there will be two days off for us but too bad for me, i have guard duty on the first day of chinese new year...well, dat sucks....i was hoping i could enjoy the holidays but i guess i just to live with it...fucking shit...hey, at least alvin is comin back after 6 months out in the sea..it seems like it was only yesterday when he left jieyin, me and the rest of the gang....he'll back tml nite, ard ten plus...me and jieyin are planning to pick him up tml but its yet to be decided...... anywayz, had half day at work cos i have a medical appt.....went back ard 12 and had lunch at home..mum cooked curry chicken and it was damn good *slurp*......seriously, it was bloody gd food although i had a small serving cos i'm on a strict diet, remember... oh ya, and not to forget, the weather...it was fucking hot and i dun mind repeating it, it was fucking hot!!!! i simply have not mood to do anything in dis type of weather...aaargghhh!!!! took the cab to NUH for the medical appt...no way i was goin to walk in the sun....as usual, the waiting time was sucky....did some xrays on my shin and yet again they found nothing...wat the fuck...the bone scan i had 3 months ago indicate no fracture on my shin.....i was shocked and angry at the same time when the doc told me dat....i was like, ok, u're the expert here, can u tell me why does my shin hurt? nope, i din get any answer....all he said was dat there is a need for an evident so dat i can be downgraded...no way am i goin back to tekong for a full bmt recourse.. fucking hell...dat is sure not goin to happen....in the end, he gav me an excuse from ippt for another 3 months and come back for another bone scan....i left the hospital, angry and still, with pain in my shin.....god dammit.... but nothing can take away the gd news dat alvin is comin back...hope to see u soon bro :)

8th week of my training regime.....

Saturday, 5th Feb...another boring day.....i keep saying boring in all my blog posting..hmm, maybe i ought to use another word instead of 'boring'.....like, hmm....*thinking*...hmm.....i think i will just stick to 'boring' for the time being....been struggling to write anything useful in my blog cos nothing much has been happening for me...last nite out was supposed to be interesting but nope, its not...instead, it was a complete BORE.....i dun tink i shud be talking bout it or i dun tink there is anything to talk about...the guys--christian and his frens look like a bunch of jabronis when they're drunk.....making noises, sounding very rude and wadever negative comments u can tink of....i'm definitely not goin with them to clubs again...i'll stick with my own clubbing kakis, ed, brian, tom, sylvia and not forgetting penny and wee wee....man, its been a long time since i went clubbing with them...geez....hope we can mit soon to club ;) Now, i have been working almost everyday(except for the odd days when i have xtra work to do in camp) for 8 weeks...any improvements? hmm, perhaps......the abs? dun tink so...i'm getting more and more frustrated and depressed as the day goes by....i've been working my ass of thru out these 8 weeks and i still can't see myself losing the fats around my stomach...what must i do to get the abs? dammit, the more dis is goin to continue, the more i'm goin to lose the motivation to continue with this program that i have started 8 weeks ago....what started out with so much confidence and enthusiasm could just died out for nothing.... I keep telling myself dat i just need to keep on persevering and striving....i need to remain focused, disciplined and confident if i'm to succeed.....god dammit....

What a bore!!

As usual, it was boring at work on friday although adrias did bring a ps2 for us to play..but i didn't feel like playing la....almost half the store's guys took half day or off...so there wasn't much ppl in the store...seeing how boring and uneducational working in the store is, there is a need for me to do something worthwhile and benefitial..like some of the guys, namely sara, kelvin(the irritating sargeant) and christopher(spoilt rich brat), they have been studying for a part- time degree and diploma...my mind is dead..goin into the army, my frequency changes so rapidly that it seems or feels that u're stupid...i'd asked around for some of the guys opinion and thankfully, it really worked that way when we're in the army...pheeew..so i guess it just ain't me...but having said that, i'm not goin to sit on my laurels and wait for time to pass by...it'll be 1 and half more years to my ord so i need to do something bout the situation..... anywayz, we knocked off from camp ard 4.30, went back straight home and did some workout.. there was suppose to be a nite's out to so-called celebrate james b-day..the guys planned to go to MS to celebrate....i didn't decided to go until after my workout which was ard 8 plus..jaja kept calling me and pestering me to go...i kept thinking and thinking and at last i decided to go..one of the factors that made me go was the fact that jaja was driving hahaha...that alone would have made me save 20 bucks...but in the end i did spend(or waste) 30 bucks fuck....after withdrawing 50 bucks, my a/c is now left with 30 bucks....the trip to MS was such a waste that i kept thinking bout the 30 bucks that i had wasted....fucking shit loh....i could have had a more worthwhile time at Zouk with the $30..jaja agreed too... actaully we went to the Thawu bar, which was beside cheeky monkeys..paid $30 for poor music, lousy crowd and blah blah blah blah....my mistake was to go there dammit....how i wish i'd stayed at home...

ALB, horrible lunch and a cut on my hand......

Went back to work after yesterday's off and met our new tso(techstore officer), 2nd leftenant daniel....like my current tso, now a full leftenant, he doesnt look like an ideal officer hahaha..i think i look more like an officer with my style and looks....anywayz, after breakfast, went to ALB(army logistic base) with sara(soon to be my accounts upperstudy) and the new tso....sara then went thru the so-called intro of accounting...and i must say that he did a gd job in explaining all the necesary details to me...and tso daniel.. Took the mini-bus together with adrian who is from the QM dept and kamarul the driver...sara said that sharing vehicle with the QM dept is not a gd idea...ok, let me explain...after sending and collecting some impt stores, which is ard 10 plus(close to 11am), we had to wait for the vehicle until ard 1pm...i even fell asleep on a chair waiting......what the fuck..i was kinda pissed off but u noe me, i will alwayz get piss of at anything hahaha.. ok, that wasn't the only thing that was bad..went back to camp just to find that the lunch was a disaster...it looked like one though....fuck....it was suppose to be western every thurs but its not today i guess....waited two hours at ALB just to come back camp and eat the horrible lunch... *sigh* after lunch, did some stock check and slack all da way....then ard 4 plus, i did some crunches and bridges and push ups but in the end i ended up with a cut on my wrist(k, just above the wrist) and i didn't noticed it until i happen to touch it with my other hand...hmm... guess that wasn't really an interesting topic to talk bout but i guess, since there's really nothing else to talk bout, so i dun really care :)

Am i becoming stupid or wat?!!!!

Another day, another experience..ya rite wadever....wat a bunch of bull...woke up today just to find myself feeling lazy to go to work...sms my tso telling him dat i wasn't feeling gd and wanted to rest at home...basically i took off la....after wat happened last nite, i din have the mood to go to work...hopefully i won't feel lazy tml hahaha....well, nothing much happening at home either so ita another boring day(not surprising) Did my workout and felt quite gd :) but it was kinda tiring la :( when i was preparing my dinner, my uncle(we call him pak busu) called and ask me some questions on maths cos i assume that my cousin doesn't know how to solve it...he gave me two primary 5 questions and i had trouble answering...i just went blank although i did told him dat i would call him later i had solve it...but seriously, i was like(thinking to myself) wat the fuck is happening to me man...i went blank, didn't had a clue how to do it..i tried solving it using the trial and error method...this is pathetic..whats happening to me....i need to do something bout it...is army making me stupid? or izzit just me? *staring into space*

Flight of the P......

After yesterday's lethargic-ness, i hope today would be better and it certainly did...although in the morning i was feeling a bit emo..felt like beating someone up, seriously...luckily i felt better as the day passes by...one thing that i must point out also is the food from my camp's cookhouse.. its getting from bad to worse..today's food was crap, nuff' said.....and as usual, there wasn't much to do at work..at least i was looking forward to catching a movie with ed..since i was goin to town instead of jogging, i did some crunches and push ups with some 'help' from jaja, rasyid and sara..haha jabronis..... anywayz, met ed ard 6 plus at paragon when he wanted to buy a pair of jeans but in the end the one that he wanted was not available..the salesgirl who attended ed has beautiful eyes i must say with a big butt hahaha...but she's an ang moh....so i dun tink we will get to see any singaporean girls with such beautiful eyes *grinz* soon afterwards, we had our dinner at BK asap..of course at first i was reluctant bout it and keep insisting on eating subway but i eventually give some face to ed hahaha...but seriously, i felt i was abit selfish la...sorry bro bout dat :) we went straight to the cinema and i must say dat the movie, 'Flight of the Phoenix' is quite an interesting movie..the newpaper gave 3 ticks out of 5..but i tink i will giv it 4 out of 5 since i liked it...ed likes it too but probably bcos of his association with pilots and planes..hmm..hahaha so, went back home, stand the thru out the journey back from town..i took the bus by the way.. damn fucked...reached home and my legs were wobbly....fuck... and to top the day of, while i was bathing, my brother found a snake, yup dats rite, a snake in his room...my mum started to panic and make noise..i wasn't really scared but i must admit dat i was kinda startled if u like..i came out of the toilet, drenched, wrapped in towel, trying to diffuse the situation...alrite, i'm not goin to talk thru wat happened cos i wasn't really happy bout it and bcos i was getting ready to update my blog, drink a glass of milk and go to bed...