New Year Resolution

So, the new year is coming and as usual, we always have a new year resolution, or in most cases a list of new year reolutions. Things that we plan to do but never always done. And i'm sure this will still be the case next year for most of us. Perhaps, we should really try to achieve what we set out to do at the start of the year. Starting with 2006. So, this is my list of new year resolutions for 2006. 1. To ORD peacefully. 2. Open another bank account(not to be touch) and start saving, seriously. 3. Get my driving license. 4. Hopefully i can start giving out green packets during hari raya to my younger cousins, nieces and nephews =) 5. Start planning what i want to do after national service. 6. Clean up my room as often as possible. 7. Be fit. And make sure that no one says,"You go to the gym? Don't look like it leh." I guess that is all for now until i can think of more. But then again, the more resolutions you have, the more it won't be fulfilled. Breaking the habit from the
album Meteora
by Linkin Park

Post-2005

Wow. 2005 went by just like that. How time flies. Its funny though, how i got through 2005 without doing anything worthwhile or anything that i want to do =( maybe i did and perhaps it wasn't anything significant. One of the few things that i'm looking forward to next year is my ord, which is in Oct but i hope to clear my leave and offs in Aug. So, the period between now and then will be quite stressing because i have to start planning what i'm going to do after i ord =( And not to forget my list of things to do in 2005, if you guys haven't notice it yet, it is at the side bar, the blue drop down box. Lets run through it - My list of things to do 2005: 1. Get Driving License(next year *fingers crossed*) 2. Be more metro(checked) 3. Get abs(err..not physically possible for me right now) 4. Be healthy & fit(healthy no. Fit yes, well at least i'm trying to be) 5. Nokia 7270(no money, next year. Most probably a different model) 6. Get a new Wallet(checked) 7. Sign up at California Fitness(checked *thinking about Fitness First *) 8. Get a Sports Bag(checked, but due to fair wear and tear, must get a new one) 9. Get a Debit Card(checked) 10. Start Driving Lesson(sshhh am not telling) 11. Sign up Men's Expression(next year if everything goes to plan) 12. Get a new Watch(next year) 13. Get an Ipod(next year) 14. Get a Digital Camera(next year) Well, guess i have more things to add to next year's list then. Dragostea Din Tei from the
album Discozone
by Ozone

Blog Name

Think i'm changing my blog name. Have been planning to get my own domain for my blog but most probably next year if everything goes to plan that is. So, from today onwards, it will no longer be 'New Man'(sounds as if i got the name from a Magazine but 'The New Man'. Ok lar, not really much of a change right but heck, until i get my own domain, i will continue to blog with this blog name. Cheers =D

Random questions

Got tagged by Kyels and so it goes.. 1.You get one wish of anything, what would you ask for? Wish for 6 more wishes. 1. To fall in love with the girl of my dreams. 2. To be successful and earn big bucks. 3. To be free from any sort of outbreaks To have flawless skin. 4. Whatever i plan will always go to plan(because it never does) 5. To spend as much as i want on anything without ever worrying about how much money i have. 6. To meet Denise Keller in person. 2.What animal would you be? Eagle. And soar the sky as if it was mine. 3.Something you want to do in your life: Make people be envious of me. 4.One time there were these Ninjas.. (finish the statement.) And they were all turtles. Hence, the name Ninja Turtles. 5.One song you could listen to over and over again: Passive by A perfect circle. It just doesn't die out on me. Keeps me on the edge. 6.Coke or Pepsi? Surprisingly i have stopped drinking soft drinks for a while now but given a choice, i would choose pepsi. 7.Something you currently desire: Money. I'm being honest ok. 8.What’s a “hellsian”? (Take a guess no peeking in a Dictionary.) I'm won't try to be a smart ass and try to guess it because i don't know. 9.One good deed you’ve done lately: Nothing. 10.A funny moment in your life: There will always be funny moments in my life because i am surrounded by people who makes me laugh. 11.Five people I pick: Komal, Brian, Ed, Thou Leong and Xuanhua. Well, don't think they all will bother but fuck it, i'm just bored. The Blower's Daughter from the
album O
by Damien Rice

Xmas

It's Xmas and everything is still the same for me. I think it has always been the same for the past ten years but anyways, in this season of giving, and take it is always good to go out with your friends, have a nice dinner, receiving lots of gifts and just chilling out. And not forgetting wishing for things which you will never get. Well, this is my wish list for this year's xmas - 1. To be free from any sort of outbreaks. 2. Signing up with Mens Expression will be the best decision i've ever make. 3. To improve my writing and english. 4. My dad would not be stingy anymore. 5. To enjoy retail therapy week in, week out. 6. To see the bitch, Wendy naked in person because i just found out that she's staying around my area. Think she is quite cute XD 7. To survive with whatever i have($$$) until my next pay. 8. That whatever i plan will actually go to plan because it never does. 9. To look like someone who goes to the gym -_- Merry xmas to everyone!!! All you wanted from the
album The Spirit Room
by Michelle Branch

Shagged

Damn tired right now. Just came back from a very bad day(actually, i just came back after my gym workout and dinner with Alvin). But today damn suay sia. Some bad things happened today: Went to camp today and this guy asked me why i brought such a big bag(it's not big) to work. I told him that i was going to the gym after work. Then he said,'You go to the gym?? Doesn't look like you go to the gym leh.' -_- That just set me up for what was going to happen later. After my workout(low morale from what was said to me earlier), had my shower and when the changing room got abit crowded, i dropped my Zirh facial cleanser and the cap broked off. What the fuck. Tried my best to make sure it wouldn't leak out but it still did and my toiletries bag is damp with lemon-lime scent. And i just found that i lost/dropped my water bottle. Somewhere. *Pengz* Praise You from the
album You've have come a long way, baby
by Fatboy Slim

Get drunk go fuck

Why do people go clubbing? There are obviously many reasons to do that of course. But in my humble opinion, there are only 2 reasons why people go clubbing. To have fun or to find someone to fuck get laid. For me personally, i go there to have fun with my friends. You could also make new friends and most importantly of all, to free yourself from all sorts of problem you might be facing and just enjoy the night. And when i say enjoy, i really mean ENJOY!! I don't know why some guys have the idea that if they go clubbing, they can find girls to fuck. Ok, maybe you want to get to know girls. That is fine but to get laid. C'mon guys. I know some guys who are this cheap. And not surprisingly, they usually get what they want. What's wrong with you girls, ladies or whoever. Maybe they were highly intoxicated by alcohol. I can also get intoxicated at times but i don't go around fucking guys, or in my case, girls. But whatever the reason, people are getting cheap nowadays. Recently i felt that i'm sort of losing interest in clubbing. Don't know why but one thing is for sure, Army is making me lose interest in lots of stuffs. Hmm, feels like i need a drink. *thinking about a glass of whiskey dry* Thinking of you from the
album Mer de norms
by A Perfect Circle

Is it really that hard to blog?

I'm not sure if i have come across any stupid or annoying blogs but after reading this piece, i realised that i did come across such blogs. Hopefully mine is not classified under the annoying/stupid category by some bloggers. I started out blogging for fun but then it turned out that i want my blog to hit the big time. But unfortunately for me, i'm still a long way from achieving that. I have never heard of this before but to hit the big time, you have to avoid the 7 deadly sins of blogging. After reading it, i realised that i've sinned. Too much =(

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Its all about passion, commitment, desire and most importantly, how to blog good.

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Wow. I didn't know that i'm still missing out on a lot of things. In this case, i'm very ignorant. But that's beside the point. Alrite then. The new year is coming and time to start afresh. So, i guess one of my new year resolution is to be a better blogger like Mr Miyagi, Mr Brown or even Bioanarchism. I don't wanna miss a thing from the
Armageddon Soundtrack
by Aerosmith

Studioblog

For all bloggers out there who wants to expand your bloggerity, this is the place to do it, Studioblog, is the way to go. Image courtesy of Mr Sam Cheng. Thanks dude.

Happenings

Been quite happening the past weekend. Met up with Ed after a long time. And although it was only the two of us(Thou Leong decided to abandone us) i thought we had fun haha I know this sounds gay but we're not. Period. Caught Saw II and i thought it was good. Contrary to what people said(that Saw is better than Saw II) i thought both movies were good. My rating: 8/10 For those who haven't watched it, its much more gory than the first one and there are twists too. Saturday morning, as usual met up with Alvin for our routine gym workout. Planned to meet up with Ed but he had to go to his grandma's place. So, my only plan for saturday night was to go down to Fluid's Bar to catch West Ham vs Newcastle with my newcastle mates. In the end, the match was postponed for a half an hour and ESPN decided to show the game at 1.00am. What the fuck. Had a glass of whisky dry(to calm myself down) and went home straight to watch it. Pbbtt... On sunday, had potluck at my Elsa's place. Everyone brought lots of food and we had lunch for almost 4 hours. No shit man. The only thing missing was liquor. Guys, can we have liquor next time? Haiz. Overrun my budget for this month liao. How to watch King Kong sia. Think i can't go out next week but see how la. And for those who still owe me money, please return to me quick knn!!! The Unnamed Feeling from the
album St Anger
by Metallica

Tiramisu

Tiramisu kicks ass. Had some at Hotel Phoenix's Garden Cafe. I know i sound 'suaku'(mountain tortoise) but it's damn good la. *slurps slurps* Wah, i didn't know tiramisu is a traditional Italian dessert. Doesn't sound like it leh. hmm... Love Song for a Saviour from the
album Jars of Clay
by Jars of Clay

Fries

I just love fries man. Been eating them for the past 4 days, straight. But who can resist fries, no salt. I know that potato is one of the most simple(and boring to some of you) food but i like it leh. *burps* sorry, had 2 large Mac fries for dinner hehe, plus some other stuffs la but that's beside the point. Haiz, actually i planned to have junk food fast food once a week and i think i'll start tomorrow. And oh shit, think i'm growing an ulcer on my tongue. I think i should start controlling my diet also la. But, will be heading down to Phoenix Hotel for an international buffet lunch. What the fuck.. Crossing the River from the
Batman Forever Soundtrack
by The Devlins

Muppets

Hahaha no offence against Arsenal fans but seriously, this is damn funny lar. Let me present to you, Arsenal Football Club Taken from a Newcastle website. I can't really see the link between the muppets and Arsenal but one thing is for sure, Arsene Wenger was acting like one =P

Retail Therapy

Finally my bro has become a 2nd leftenan. Went to his commissioning parade yesterday with President Nathan and the Minister of Defence present. I think it is quite a distinguised parade to be part of. How i wish i was posted to OCS but then, i didn' even completed my BMT loh. What the fuck. And now that you will be more free(i'm talking to you Ed), we can meet up more often so...........you better call me!!! By the way, read the 'Quotes' in the sidebar. I dedicate that quote to you =P Went to town after the parade with Brian to do some retail therapy. I think it's great to do every week. So Brian, we all know what we're going to do next saturday then? hahaha and oh ya, bought a new wallet for myself. Woohoo... Stayed out late last night to watch football at Fluid's Bar with my newcastle fan club. And we won. 1 nil against the Gooners. Woohoo... The Bad Touch from the
album Hooray for Boobies
by Bloodhound Gang

Beautiful

You make me feel so beautiful Nowhere else in the world i wanna be You make me feel so beautiful I have lost my illusions I have drowned in your words I have left my confusion to a cynical world I am throwing myself at things I dont understand Discover enlightenment holding your hand I just love this song to bits. In case some of you didn't know, this is Darren Hayes (from the already-defunct Savage Garden) latest single. The lyrics in it is just superb. Please listen to it. Haiz......when will i ever get to say those words to someone special?

Friday night chill

Went to harbourfront last night to have dinner with Jieyin and gang, to celebrate Elsa's belated b-day(i remember now that your b-day is on the 3rd of Dec) =P We ate at Breeks and it sucks. Don't go there to have dinner or lunch. For snacks maybe still can make it la. The food is super ordinary and so normal loh. After that, i met up with Anthony at City hall after he had a shitty day. Relax bro, you just need to get her out of your system man. Forget bout the bitch and move right along. Talking about shitty, i myself weren't feeling all to good. Not when you walk around beautiful people and not feeling confident about yourself. Usually, i won't go out if i don't feel good or confident about myself. haiz.... Well anyways, will be heading down to see Ed's commissioning later with his family and Brian. 2nd leftenan liao. Must salute to you bro for going through all the shit in OCS. "salutes" Now we can meet up more often since your trainee days are over. And you owe me big time by the way. Better Man from the
album Sing When You're Winning
by Robbie Williams

Got sun

When it rained this morning, i decided to wear long sleeves to work. It was quite cold mah so it was fine. But by the time noon comes, it was hell. Quite literally in fact. I tell you the weather nowadays is making me mad. Somemore in the smart 4 uniform. Can get heat stroke loh. I just don't understand the weather loh. It's making me sick and i think everyone else is too. Before i forget from the
album Vol. 3: The Subliminal Verses
by Slipknot

Random

I got tagged by Seng Ming aka sadomasochist, unintentionally of course =P 5 randoms facts about myself - 1. I'm super vain. I am so vain that if i had outbreaks, i wouldn't go to school. And that i would spend my money on facial products no matter what. And now, i'm trying to sign up for Men's Expression, hopefully next year. 2. I eat all kinds of food except pork. 3. I'm still a virgin, i know, its quite hard to believe right. And i have never been in a relationship before. Not once. Also hard to believe right. 4. I like girls who come from a mix background. Someone like denise keller or angela may. Sweet.. 5. I still haven't get the abs that i wanted. Don't think its possible but then again, i don't think its impossible to get it. Its just a matter of time before i can flaunt my body. And one more thing, i have a hairy chest which i think is sexy. My friend told me that i'm not Robbie Williams. But i told him that Robbie Williams is not me. So there you go. So, what should i do now? Should i tag others too? Aiya, don't want to play this game anymore la.

As good as it gets

Caught "As good as it gets" on HBO last night and i must say that it is a very very good show. And all this years, i never watched it. What the fuck. I recommend this show to everyone. I think i'm gonna get the dvd and watch it again. I thought that all the cast especially the main characters gave a very good performance especially Jack Nicholson. Superb performance. And fuck man, i think i really injured my shins again. Went for a run just now and after 20 minutes, i felt a sharp pain on my shins, both left and right. It was so painful that i even thought i heard a bone break. Well, i fractured my shin before and it wasn't nice. I think i can't run for the time being and i guess i have to start cycling on the fucking stationary bicycle. There goes my IPPT gold then :( And all this after confirming that i'm excused from bmt for 6 months. Pbbtt... And oh ya, been having outbreaks recently(including today). What the fuck. I've been sleeping early loh and having more that enough water and also been avoiding heaty stuffs. Even the back of my head got pimples sia. Fucking pain la. HELP!!!!!!! Trippin' from the
album Intensive Care
by Robbie Williams

Diarrhoea

Sometimes you don't remember what you had for dinner last night or what you had a few days ago. And the next thing you know, you are always running to the toilet. It sucks. And the next worse thing to happen? Your asshole feels like it's on fire. Sheesh.... Another Chance from the
album First Contact
by Roger Sanchez

Still looking, still searching

When there's no love in town This new century keeps bringing you down All the places you have been Trying to find a love supreme A love supreme Come and live a love supreme Don't let it get you down Everybody lives for love After a chain of events(well, not really), i just realised that i have a lot to learn about love...i'm still the young naive boy that i was 10 years ago... But i'm turning 23 in 7 months time. Isn't that still consider young? Well, i do look young.....can??

Happenings

It's been awhile since i last updated my blog. One week to be precise. Not too long isn't it? Yup..i thought so too. Anyways, where should i start? hmm.....ok..the past weekend have been quite happening for me. Went out on friday, saturday and sunday. Perhaps its nothing to some of you but it has been a while since i last did that. Fri 25th Nov Friday night. Destination Sentosa, Costa Sands Resort. Objective Christian's b-day chalet...Quite happening stuffs here. Got pretty high and made a lot of new friends. Had vodka, Jim Beam and Chivas. A good thing i had just nice amount of drinks or else i would thrown up like some of the guys. Damn shag la.. Haven't been drinking for a few months and the first vodka shot i had was like a smack to the face. But it felt great...I had fun though.....will try to post some pics if i could get some or if there is any in the first place. Sat 26th Nov Came back home late and slept around 4 plus. Woke up at 9.30am and got ready to meet Alvin for our workout. Thought of cancelling it but what the hell!! Surprisingly, i got through my routine workout without any problems. But seriously, if you are going for drinking the night before, and not having enough sleep after that and going for workout the next day, my advice is not to do what i did. It is not good for your skin(obviously i'm referring to your face). Went for makan after workout at Jurong Point Banquet. Good food they got here. And something funny happened there. I was queuing up to buy chicken rice(very nice btw) and one of the malay auntie talked to me in malay and before i could speak another auntie told her that "dier bukan melayu la(well, technically i am but..)"...anak mat salleh ni". I was like acting blur loh......but seriously, its normal really. I'm a mix after all and that i do have european blood. So, i guess that explains it then =P At night, went to Zouk with my gd friend Jaja and his group who i happen to know also la. Met up with Kelvin and his group of friends. And a special mention must go out to the 3 girls who was with him. They looked great man *slurps slurps* Well, make new friends like i did on friday night. A good thing i got the invites so i got into Zouk for free hehe. Sounds cheap right? i know but who cares..... Spend around 2 hours there and i had the worst night of my clubbing experience. I just felt that i shouldn't have been there in the first. haiz....... Perhaps, its my mood swings but i suddenly in the mood to club and so i went to the back of the club and started emoing..... Sun 27th Nov I forgot to mention this above but on saturday night when i was getting ready to go Zouk, i found out that i left my facial cleanser at the gym. That thing cost me 40 bucks man. Sheeesh....and so, i panicked. I cant do without my facial cleanser. But, a gd thing i had some Zirh samples. Pheeeew........... So,i decided to get a new one on sunday. Met up with Anthony and had a walkabout at Jurong Point..again(its near my place can?) Bought myself this Zirh Starters Kit. Cost me 90 bucks but its worth it la. I don't mind spending so much on such quality facial stuffs.... Had some stuffs at Billy Bombers too. And i think the malt drinks are damn nice sia.. Sugar, we're goin down from the
album From Under the Cork Tree
by Fall Out Boy

Let the music heal your soul

Spend the weekend, sitting at home, miserably and thinking about life. My life. Yeah, that's what i'm capable of doing if i got nothing to do. Just sit at home and pondering about what kind of shit hole i'm living in. But i'm glad music was there(and still is thankfully) to help me see(or feel) that it ain't all too bad. It helps to calm me down, and soothes my soul and give me a peace of mind. Thank god for music......... We Believe from the
album The Chronicles of Life and Death
by Good Charlotte

Quater-Life Crisis

When i read my friend's blog Komal about Quarter-Life Crisis, it hit me. I realised that i'm goin through this crisis. And she couldn't have said it better bout it. Most of us are going through this "being twenty something" syndrome and maybe not all of us are going through this crisis. Well, good for them i guess. Feeling insecure, confused, lost. And i still can't believe that i'm turning 23 in 7 months time. And like Komal said, you start to realise things about yourself that you don't know and don't like. And then, you start to panic because you suddenly think about where you will be in one or two years time. Then you freak out because you don't even know where you are now. Friends. People who play an important role especially when you're in your early twenties. You start to have doubts over your relationship with them and you ask yourself whether they are your friends? Your true friends? Someone who will be there when you need them the most. Or is it? They are probably thinking the same thing about you. You worry about work, money and love. We look at what we are doing now and i'm sure most of us are not even close to what we thought we be doing. Money? hmm... I'm reading a book on "The Power of Positive Productivity" and i'm still trying to understand it. And don't get me started about love. I'm almost 23 and i'm yet to fall in love. The only person i've fallen in love with is myself..... You feel that you are stucked somewhere in time and feel that nothing is going your way. And sometimes, when we feel we want to go somewhere and achieve something, we have to start from the very bottom and that freak you out. You compare youself with others and you judge yourself more than usual which in turn makes you paranoid. One minute you feel happy and the next minute you cry. Then you feel scared, lost and confused. You can't make up your mind about things and then you start thinking about your past, clinging on to it with all your might. You then realise that you don't want to move time. Emotions run high and dangerously. You talk to people about it, thinking that they understand you and that they are willing to listen to it but then again, you start to think that these people may not give a fuck about you, your life and your problems. But then again, they may give a fuck too.... [What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out ~ Komal;Thursday, November 03, 2005] Talk from the
album X & Y
by Coldplay

Fuck Trump

Was watching the apprentice last night and the finale was disappointing especially when the winner was announce. I thought the streetsmart(which is equivalent to a poly student) was going to win it but like most of us would think, Mr Donald 'with the wig' Trump wanted a booksmart to win it all along. I should have guessed it loh. Bastard sia..... We all know that the streetsmarts were better than the booksmarts. And Tana (the streetsmart) should have won it. By a mile i must add....sheesh If Mr Trump wanted a booksmart in his books, then why did we have a streetsmart vs booksmart competition in the first place. Stupid.......bitterly disappointed loh... Let Love Be Your Energy from the
album Sing When You're Winning
by Robbie Williams

One month

It has only been one freaking month and i felt like it has already been few months since i last did my workout. Damn shag sia........ Need to start again and that's what i did. Did 200 push ups and my whole body was aching. Will be heading down to the gym tomorrow with Alvin. I'm also building up on my fitness level for my football practices. And her birthday is this coming sunday.............what shall i do?? An Honest Mistake from the
album The Bravery
by The Bravery

It's time to reassess the situation

Now that the fasting month is done and over with, it is time to set certain things straight for myself. Seeing how this fasting month has done to my body system, i think priority is to re-establish the system to what is was before. And i haven't been doing any workout for the past month(as a result, i feel very very miserable)i will resume my workout. No excuse.... And no more late nights except on weekends perhaps. Time to build up again. And now that i can meet up with Alvin often for workouts, i'm sure things will go back to normal. To tell the truth, i feel like fuck right now.....mentally and physically. Haiz....dunnoe la..been thinking too much about things...Just need someone to put my mind at ease and tell me that everything is ok...... Actually, i don't feel like celebrating hari raya really. Don't have the festive mood. And this thing will just come and go. Oh well................. Faded from the
album No One Does It Better
by Soul Decision

Tight Leather

Nope, not the weather i'm talking about although it has been hot lately. Was doing lots of cleaning up around the house and especially my room on saturday. Been a while since i did that. I don't really like to do household chores. In fact i'm lazy to do them. But i wasn't that lazy before you know. But anyways, while i was taking a break, i stumbled upon the HBO channel which was showing The Matrix Reloaded. And all these years, i didn't really notice how hot Carrie Anne Moss was. In case some of you didn't know, she played Trinity. Well, i think that doesn't really matter does it. But yeah, she looked hot doesn't she. Especially in the tight leather outfit. Nice.... But i think anyone will look gd in such outfit. Take Denise Keller for example. I'm sure she'll look hot in those........hmm....

Hung up

Every little thing that you say or do I'm hung up I'm hung up on you Waiting for your call Baby night and day I'm fed up I'm tired of waiting on you

How much is your blog worth?

My blog is worth $5,080.86.
How much is your blog worth?

What the hell. My blog so damn cheap one meh...sheesh...

No fucking way again

What a week. Started out with flu and fever(again) and i think i got food poisoning too. Never felt so weak before sia.... And to compound my misery, i have just been certified fit for BMT recourse. Aaaaaaarrggghh....Just couldn't get worse right. Haiz.... Hope to get another excuse from my dumbass specialist. In fact, my next specialist appointment is in Feb'06. That is like midway through my BMT loh....No way, i have to bring it forward. And i was hoping to change to another specialist too. Man, there's work to be done. But it'll be worth it if i succeed.... I'm so feeling love sick sia...Can't sleep nowadays..kept thinking about her.. i just wanna hear her voice....just wanna see her......that's all i need now... ".....I just wanna feel...Real love...feel the home that I live in..Cos I got too much life, running through my veins, going to waste....There's a hole in my soul..You can see it in my face..It's a real big place...." Feel from the
album Escapology
by Robbie Williams

No fucking way

Just received some (bad?) news yesterday. Might have to go back for BMT recourse. Combat BMT somemore leh. Knn....... But first i have to go for my FFI first la which i hope i will fail. Hahaha actually, i failed my last 2 FFI so i hope it'll be 3rd time lucky? And by the way, the recourse is from 3rd January till 3rd March. My goodness..its two months loh.... Need to come up with new injuries....actually ah, my back hurts nowadays.......

Love sick

Confirmed liao. I am love sick... There are waves of emotions inside of me that are dying to be touched. It has been a while since i last had that.. She just told me that she will be flying off to Emirates on the 1st of Dec. I feel so lost, confused, sad but at the same time happy for her...but she'll be gone... Wasn't it fate that brought us together and now it's doing this to me.... Just Be from the
album Just Be
by DJ Tiesto

Down and out

Went to work yesterday feeling like shit. Felt so weak and lethargic and i was feeling slightly feverish. Haven't been falling sick for quite some time now so i guess it's time to fall sick then. I can never go through the year without ever falling sick at least once. That sucks......the only two person i know that doesn't fall sick(at all) are my mum and my grandma. Unbelievable right............. So didn't went to work. Instead i went to see the doctor. Initially, went to the polyclinic at Jurong East which was so fucking crowded. That was the first time i've seen it being so super duper crowded. Crapz.... So, in the end i took a cab to the A & E at NUH. So much better sia..... Got 2 days mc.........good la, anyway i don't feel like going back to camp hahaha *coughing* I think this fasting month is killing me la. I don't want to sound bad but i think it really do. haiz................ 15 days more.....................dammit... And oh ya, one more thing, the end of the year surprise is off because someone had to backed out from the bet due to unforeseen circumstances :(

Maybe

Have you ever met someone who makes you feel good about yourself? Well, i think i just did........ Whenever There Is Love from the
Motion Picture Daylight
by Donna Summers & Bruce Roberts

Give us a break will ya?

Dear god, Why oh why must the weather be so freaking hot? I know i have always complain about the weather but today's weather(including the last few weeks too) is far to hot to be called a normal weather here. It just reminds me of the weather in tekong. Sheesh........ If i stay at home the whole day nevermind u know but i'm walking around in camp(not so bo liao to walk around camp without purpose ok) and blah blah blah.... And now i feel so hot, lethargic and super tired. And i got the feeling my nose is going to bleed again loh. It always bleeds when i'm feeling heaty, very heaty i must add especially in this type of weather. Bled last week and for your info, my nose bleed when i was in tekong, after doing drills at the parade square. It was freaking dicky hot mind you. And you do know that my nose bleeds occasionally..Fasting doesn't help one bit. And you see that's the thing, i'm fasting too. I'm sure you understand right? So god, if you are reading this and no offence, please do the appropriate thing :D It would be greatly appreciated....thanks!! Yours truly, Sher....

Alright la

Nothing much has been happening for me, as always. Seriously, nowadays i don't feel like going out except going down to Fluid Bar with my nufc fan club to watch newcastle live games. But anyways, its probably the fasting month and i usually don't fee like doing anything..at all... Went down to Le Meridien to attend a Business Building Seminar and surprisingly, i enjoyed it. This business thingy which i've got invloved in is probably gonna pave a new path in my life. I've given a serious thought into it and you know what, i think its going to work. Time to set up a gameplan folks...and i need to stay fired up like someone told me... Met up with Komal and Hazel and we head down to Jean's chalet at downtown east. Had some nice food and didn't exactly felt like an outsider like what happened at Sylvia's chalet. Anyways, finally saw Jean's boyfriend. I think his name was Alvin or Alwyin or something like that. He looked kinda old err i mean mature(sorry jean) I'm surprised at her choice of guys..hahaha no offence but i thought she could get a better looking guy cos she looks nice too :D I guess i won't be doing anything this month and also not working this month, which is bad la considering that i've been consistently doing it. And oh ya, jean said that i'm looking good and looked fitter. Thanx jeany baby.... Probably will meet up with my secondary muslim friends for dinner and all that. But i'm still waiting for someone else to ask me out or even have the decency to give me a call or sms me :( We'll see...... Somnambulist from the
album Emotional Technology
by BT

Next please

It's been a err....hmm....err....well, i guess nothing much is going on. The fasting month just got underway and yup, that's about it loh. But anyways, have plans this weekend......again. Its quite rare for me nowadays to have plans in successive weekends. Will be going to a business seminar (Business Building Seminar) at Le Meridien. After that will be heading down to Costa Sands Resort at Pasir Ris for Jean's chalet. It's her birthday celebration. And still, won't be meeting Ed and Brian and Sylvia and whoever....I dunnoe when we will meet up again....haiz... Now feeling so bloody hot inside. Thanks to the weather la..Damn super hot loh today and now i feel that i'm falling sick. My eyes got burning sensation sia... And boys and girls, don't forget to protect yourself when you are out in the sun. Very very important!!

Time to move on

Wasn't a great saturday for me personally. Spend the whole day outside and spending unnecessarily. Went to Sylvia's chalet at East Coast with Tom and Hafiz. The rest of the gamn couldn't make it and that sucks because it was only a few of us. Met Wee Wee and Penny there too. And the worse part is, there were alot of people. It was different this time last year when we had the chalet at Pasir Ris. It was only our clique and a few of Sylvia's closest friends. But this time round, there were probably 70 people present yesterday. It was so packed that we felt like outsiders. Unlike last year. So much change. So much difference. That's why i decided not to stay overnight. So paiseh. So much people i don't know. And Sylvia was so busy with the others that we didn't have much chance to chat. But i can't blame her for that la. We haven't meet up regularly like last time and i can't see that changing in the near future. She has probably found another group of friends that she can enjoy her life with. Wish we could go back to the old days. But whatever it is, i just hope that she is happy with whatever she is doing :) I guess its time for me to move on........we shall see.......

Ord oh

No..not me la..not for now at least. Well, some of the guys from my department are on the verge of ord-ing soon. Basically they are clearing their leaves. But i think it is just as good as ord loh. Special mentions goes to Adrias, Sara and Rasyid who has been working there since the latter part of 2003. Geez man..2003 is like a long time ago la..to think, i was still studying in poly. So, they are the so-called legends of techstore. hahaha With some other guys who are going to ord too, the rest of us will be the new batch of lao chiaos and that includes me.... Anyways, i would like to say thanks for the time we have worked together and all the fun times we had. And good luck to your future endeavours.....cheers... Lets move on.... to all those newbies, better get your lazy asses up and do some work. Some of the new guys cannot make it one. Some damn blur and some very lazy. Must get them to work or our previous years of hard work will be put to waste. Special mention also goes to Sam wise cheng, for doing some work for a change...muahahahhaa good on ya mate *rofl*

Meaningless post

i just can't think of any title for this post. My life is getting more and more meaningless i guess. But what the fuck. Didn't go to work today. Had to take urgent leave to settle some family issues. But anyways, its nice to get away from camp life. Well, some of the guys will be clearing leave soon and the rest of us will take over as another generation of techstorians hahahaha....Especially for me. It'll be surreal for me without my upperstudy around, to ask for any opinions or whatever. But i'm gonna do it. Its my call now.... Anyways, haven't been going running for a while now. And i think i'm putting on weight at a tremendous rate. But still need to maintain la in case some part of my body grows out of proportion. But then, my aim to get abs has been blown out of the water like 4 months again. I just realised that it is virtually impossible to get abs, at least for the time being. Most probably will try to get it after my ns life. It is so freaking impossible to get it. And the fasting month starts in like less than a week from today. I think it will just worse......blood sugar levels la, starvation la..........and my goodness, no working out for one month!!!! die liao....

It wasn't so bad

The LRI week is finally over. And it was worth it, especially after putting so much effort into our preparations. In fact i was surprised at how smoothly it went. After what happened last year and according to what Sara told me, it didn't turned out to be a nightmare. Last year's grading was C. This year we achieved an A. Not bad right.. So, from now onwards, i will have to work on my own. I have to make my own decisions, come up with new plans and of course, maintain the standard. I think i can make it on my own. *Listening to U2 - Sometimes you can can't make it on your own* Anyways, planning to cut my hair short but was thinking of rebonding. Hopefully i can ask Aryan (my campmate who happens to be a hairstylist of some sort) for help. Hey c'mon now, i always help him mah so he got no excuses not to help me hehe... Going down to farrer park for training footie with my NUFCsg teammates. A great bunch of lads i must add. And we won last night thanks to Owen's goal. He could have scored more though.....

Wah...cannot take it

My face is getting oilier...craps....the weather is not helping either. And i hate all this small, irritating and white(yeap) pimples that grow on the side of the nose or the chin..and it fucking hurts... Super irritating sia. I think i need to start going for facials. Haven't done that for quite sometime la and i think i need it. Especially those good but expensive ones :( I can't believe it. My face used to be so clean before but army just ruins it..what the hell...

It's my time

Tomorrow is LRI(Logistic Readiness Inspection). Damn nervous bout it. Stayed back late on friday to finish the preparations. Hopefully everything is sui sui. But Sara told me its about 99% completed. Still got 1% more. And both of us can't figure it out. You see, that's the funny thing bout LRI preparation; You can never be 100% sure. No matter how sure you are, it can never be 100% completed. Geez........ Sara told me that 90% of the questions will be directed to me. Shit..... I have to be assured and confident with what i say. And never say the wrong things. Sara's time as Accounts clerk is up and now its my time. My time to shine.......... I can do it. Yes i can. *breathes in, breathes out* Will be going out to FLUID BAR later to catch newcastle's match against blackburn. Hopefully can release my anxiety there.....

Coming back from exile

After taking some time off from soccer football to recuperate from injuries and some personal problems, i have decided to start of my footballing career again with my nufc singapore team. It has been a long time since i join the lads for training and i hope i can show more commitment than before. Last night's result was very disappointing after the much anticipating debut for Michael Owen. But nevertheless, i'm not panicking yet and i'm sure results will pick up once our injured players(it's a long list by the way) are back. Howay the lads!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No more

Alright...No more mr nice guy. I'm not going to give anyone any face if they don't give me face. You spit at my foot, i'll spit at your face...Get it? I'm very angry right now. fuck the weather... fuck the army... fuck the LTA... fuck you!!!! PS: I'm not going to ask anyone to go out and i'll only go out if someone asks me but that depends on the situation also.

Did you know..

..that not only humans can get cancer? In fact, other living things are capable of getting it too, especially cockroaches....don't believe me ah? Check it out for yourself loh..... Hahaha....finally we know what can really kill them. So, we don't have to waste spraying a can of insecticide to kill A cockroach or don't bother smacking them flat onto the floor. Flying cockroaches lagi worse............eeeeeeeeeew

Blogroll-ed Part 2

I want to apologize for cursing so much in my last post and also because of the unnecessary outburst. I found out that the my blogroll wasn't the only one affected and it wasn't because of a hacker. I had one in mind actually...... But anyways, it was due to some error or something which affected those who were trying to edit or update their blogroll.....too bad for me eh? Oh man, i just realised......tomorrow is only wednesday leh.........knn.....

Blogroll-ed

Fucking hell...don't know which idiot go and destroy my blogroll. Was going to add another link to my already long list of bloggers when a fatal error occured. Confirm got someone trying to fuck with me.........just make sure i don't catch whoever did this to me.... Wah lan deh........now must add all the links again............fuckz............

And the winner is.....

....the weather, for the "being fucked up the whole day" award. Superbly, amazingly, tremendously hot until i got a headache. Feels like someone is hitting the back of my head. Need to do something bout it. Just can't walk around without any protection. My skin is very sensitive you know. This is bad. Very bad. Sun is bad for your skin, my skin and everyone's skin...... And the worse part, when i was on the way back, almost reaching my place, it was dark. What the fuck........ Evening time then like want to rain..............why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Birdie day

Why did the bird cross the road? Because it can't fly. That's lame i know but i did see a bird crossing. Literally. No kidding. Too bad i did't capture it on camera. If not i would have posted it here. I was in a uni mog on the way to ALB(Army Logistic Base) and when the vehicle stop at a traffic light, i saw this bird walking casually to the other side of the road. Like damn cute like that. That's not the only think. After crossing, the bird trotted to the side and cross again, this time at a zebra crossing. Unbelievable... Then back in camp, was having lunch when another bird caught me out again. This time, when i was going to get myself a drink, i saw a drip of dunnoe what drop beside me, just off my shoulder. Guess what? Bird shit......knn, nearly kana the shit sia.......stupid bird.....

Rest in peace my friend

Got a shock and sad news this morning. My friend and fellow newcastle supporter has passed on. Although i didn't really know him that well, we did meet up, played football and watch our beloved newcastle together. Above all, he is a nice guy. He will always be with us and i'm sure he would have been proud of us, the newcastle fans for the support we gave our team, as always, just as we are proud of him and his NUFC passion & friendship he gave us all. Rest in peace my friend.... 4FJ - 4EVER 1981-2005 We shall never forget

Burnt out

Felt totally burnt out today, not physically though. These are trying times for me, mentally of course. Ok la, perhaps i'm exagerrating but the truth is the work load is just getting from bad to worse. Now that LRI is around the corner(less than 2 weeks) my work is still not fully completed. Probably, have to start staying back from next week onwards. Bo pian one loh....Must finish all my designated work, by hook or by crook....and i'm still getting peanuts for all this shit... Somemore, my newcastle team are in the worse shit ever. Losing this morning to Bolton just makes me lose confidence and morale. Call me crazy or stupid but i'm just so into my beloved newcastle that i would cry if we lose. And the situation now just makes me lose faith in the team. If you still don't get it.....basically, if newcastle loses, i feel like fuck and my morale drops to an all time low. If we win, i feel on top of the world. This is what i call a true blue black and white fan....if you're an avid soccer reader(or a newcastle fan) please visit my other blog. So, to release my anger and frustration, i decided to go for a run in the evening. And boy i felt better. And stronger in fact......I just love running man..it just makes you feel better and stronger about things...Sprinting lagi best...anyone care to sprint with me? But i have to warn you first..i can sprint..and i mean, I CAN SPRINT!!!! Excerpts from Tekong diary -- August 24th 2004 Sunday Had a great sleep last night. Surprisingly. Because such good night sleeps don't come along often when you're here. And this morning's breakfast was excellent. It was nice to have good food especially after doing 5BX which includes running early in the morning. In the afternoon, we had a 3km run and it felt great. It's perhaps abit premature to say this but i think i can get use to this. After the run, we has our first foot drill at the parade square. Of course, we bath first before that. Pheeew.... Anyways, the parade square is considered to be a 'sacred' place. A sacred place it may be but it doesn't protect us much from the weather. It was fucking hot. My face was burnt. Definitely need sunscreen protection.

Sore eyes

Spend half a day in a sickbay, or isolation bay, as written on the door. All because of one bloody sore eye. All of days it has to be today. During such busy period, i have to take mc, 2 days somemore. Knn..... And worse still, the MO say it may take up to a week to recover. What the hell...i thought hope that i will recover by the weekend cos i got plans loh.. Its not like i don't like to take mc but if its on a less hectic period, i would savour it. But not right now.....seriously... So Cold from the album
We are not alone by
Breaking Benjamin

The beginning of the end? Nah.....

Excerpts from Tekong diary -- Aug 21th 2004 Saturday It is officially the start of the PTP phase. Last night however wasn't a great experience at all, having to go through the night without much sleep. And its no coincidence either. Like my sargeants said, "first night always like that one". In the morning, we did 5BX. I was never used to doing exercises early in the morning. Felt like crap la. Then we proceeded to the cookhouse for breakfast and sweating like fuck. Must get use to that too. All the sweating and dirt and whatever. Basically, today is quite relax. Didn't have much physical activities. There were lectures and some minor stuffs like assembling our SBO(standard battle order) and shit. And special mentions goes out to the weather. Superb... Anyways, bout my bunkmates.....in bed order Shafiq: equivalent to my secondary school mate, Erfie. Quiet and look decent but i think he's a direct opposite of that. Chun Long: A newcastle fan like me. Doesn't talk much but definitely a good guy. Shankar: A nice guy. Abit kancheong at times and its only 2 days in. Geez... Irritating when he talks though. My buddy.. Ramdan: Aka Rambo. We gave him the nick. Abit of a feisty character although small built but fit i must say. Super loud all the time. Nigel: Really clicked well with him. A cool guy with an attitude. Gonna be good buddies with me. Fuad: What more can i say? My long lost primary school mate. Fate brought us together and i will make full use of it. Kenny: Ah beng. The face like @!$%&^$#. No more comments Yue How: Another one that i really clicked with. Big size, wth a small heart like a gentle giant. Full of jokes, humor and himself. Julian: The baby of the bunk. Only 18 but look more mature than me. Studies in America and speaks good english, no american slang though. Nice guy. Allen: Looks very cute with his botak head and specs. Haven't really talked to him much. Eric: Mr fit. My equivalent to Vincent Ng's character Ricky in 'Heartlanders'. LIKe totally..... Well, they were the closest friends i had in tekong. I will never meet such a happening group of guys. We were in fact the most happening bunk in platoon 1 as i would come to find out. Wish my stay there would have been longer but too bad, i had to leave them earlier. Really missed them so much. But whatever time i spend with them i will keep them in my memories. Cya guys around and don't lose contact :)

One year

How time flies. It has already been a year since the day i was enlisted. It is an old cliche actually, talking about ns, this and that. So, to recognise this special occasion(i like, can?) i have decided to include in my blog postings, excerpts from my diary which i wrote whilst i was in tekong. Yup, i started a diary(believe it)... So from now onwards, i will post excerpts or the whole entry for the days i spent in tekong everday(i'll try). I don't think anyone would actually write or even thought of writing a diary, especially in tekong. But i did. At that time i was like thinking to myself, this is a once in a lifetime experience. Perhaps i should keep a record of it. So i did just that.... Excerpts from Tekong diary ---- Aug 20th 2004 Friday Finally, the day has come. I actually thought that it would never happen. After my last semester exams, i felt lost. Everything had been 'happy-go-lucky' for me. Nothing is prepared for what i'm going to go through here. When we reached tekong, we were group into a seating area with the sargeants shouting at us for not tucking in. Reality sets in. Regimental life, here we go.... Soon after, i got a letter stating that i'm posted to Whiskey Coy. After spending some last time with mum and dad, they left and i was left alone with a group of guys, not knowing what is in store for all of us. Its not like i'm not used to being alone but this is different. Totally.... Collected this huge bag aka duffel bag and at the same time having a vague idea that the bag i thought i was suppose to collect was the old ali baba bag. So after doing all the necessary but minor stuffs, we had our haircuts. Felt like shit after that. I hated being botak. And i was told that i have to report to bunk 3, platoon 1, bed 4. Went into the bunk to find 3 other guys looking clueless, like myself. Who isn't when you're stranded on an island, not knowing what to do? One of them was Nigel. Just a few sentences and we clicked. The other two guys were Chun long and Yue how. Didn't talk much but then again, its only the first day. Suddenly, without absolutely no idea that i would meet someone i know from a long time ago, i was in for a surprise. My primary school mate, Fuad made his way into the bunk and the both of us looked at one another and was like, jaw hanging, didn't know whether to feel surprise or happy or what. We greeted each other like long lost brothers. Unbelievable.... In fact, i've met him in poly a few times before and back then, that was the first time i've seen in almost 9 years. And now, he is my bunkmate. Irony or fate? Fate of course. Or at least that's what i think it is. Things are going to be fine and recalling a scene from 'Army Daze' when Sheik Haikel character Johari said "Everything here is ok. If we all help each other along the way, lagi best. The training here is not so teruk, ya know!!" You never know...Gd night..

Smoking no-no

All this week, i've been smelling smoke. Smoke from cigarrettes la, vehicles la, the haze la, people burning papers incense la and whatever la. Damn fuck la... My nose and eyes are very sensitive one. A. My eyes will get very irritable and confirm get dry eyes one. B. I will sneeze like there's tomorrow like that. Even sitting at home, typing this out i can still smell smoke. Chee bye... I can only come up with one good reason why i'm smelling smoke nowadays. This is because of the ban on smoking which will take effect in 2007. So, everyone all the smokers are smoking till their their hearts content. I think that is the best reason i can think off..for now.....And furthermore, the haze situation isn't going to change for the better anytime soon. And look at the weather la. Fucking horrible leh.. You can read more on the ban on smoking here. For non-smokers, read here too. This is good news. And more good news. Was reading an article on 'Zouk for a facelift' and came across a small article on 'No separate rooms for smokers'. No more smoking in clubs anymore. Is this good news or what? For all smokers, too bad. muahahahaha....... Just a general info you should know... ....a study published in the Singapore Medical Journal showed that health-care payments and lost production due to smoking-related disease and death amounts up to $839 million. Tourist from the
album Tourist
by Athlete

Confinement Sucks

Luckily i was able to book out after staff parade and that around 10pm. Spend the whole yesterday doing nothing but fatigue duty. Ok la, not the whole day la but still, it was boring. And worse, i was alone. Made some new friends with some of the trainees who were doing guard duty. Damn shag la...Doing guard duty on the weekend sucks too. But at least, i was in good company. Staying in the guard is also damn fuck up. The place looks like its infested with bugs. Very bad indeed. Too bad, i can't load up the picture i took with my camera phone. Not until someone i buy the infra-red cable. But anyways, trust me, it is bad.. Feel like living in a freaking prison cell. Somemore, the camp is damn quiet and looks spooky too. Wah, next week still got one more confinement. Chee Bye........... Open your eyes from the album Proud like a God by Guano Apes

Haze Hazard

I'm sure you guys have heard about the hazy situation in Malaysia which is worsening by the minute. We are not really affected.....yet. And as usual, the indonesians are fully partly blamed for all this. However, looking at the weather patterns for the past week or so, something tells me that things might just be worse. Yesterday was fucking hot. And the hotness is different from the normal weather we had before. Its just so fucked up. And today, it was dark the whole day and it rained in the late afternoon and it was super warm that you can't walk around without breaking a sweat. The situation in Malaysia is so bad that schools had to be closed for a few days and from some reports, there was even hail. Unbelievable. What's more unbelievable is that i will be reporting back to camp on saturday morning to serve my confinement. That's unbelievable considering that i'm just a accounts clerk(noticed that i say accounts clerk bcos i'm not a normal clerk) Anyways, environment officers here a keeping a close tab on the situation here and that there is a chance that things might turn out like Malaysia. Perhaps i'm getting some signs that we might suffer that same weather trauma like Malaysia. My eyes, for example, are getting more and more dryer and it is super duper irritating. The weather patterns of course. And especially life back in camp. Everything seems to be at a standstill that you can hear the sound of crickets. Not to mention the people that have to report back to camp for work and complaining about this and that. Hmm, seems like normal like that. Ok, lets take a look at the current situation in Malaysia.... This is damn bad la. Imagine this in Singapore. Everyone will have to walk around in a mask. Damn you indonesians scums.....

Only Tuesday leh

After lazying around the house for the whole day and after watching the National Day Parade on tv, i just realised that it is only tuesday and i have to go back to work tomorrow. What the hell... Don't feel like going back to camp tomorrow but bo pian loh.....And worse still, this saturday got confinement. Must report back to camp on saturday morning. Fuck...

Happy 40th Birthday

It's 9th August 2005. It has been 40 years since we gained independence. Today, we celebrate what have been, 40 years of success. Happy Birthday Singapore!! Singapore Proud to be born a Singaporean. Always....

Specialist, my arse!!!

Luckily today got half day. Actually today was suppose to work like normal working days. Its funny why we had to work till 5.30pm even though its a National Day Eve. Worse still, it's a MONDAY. I think SAF should give half day off to all SAF personnels. I got half day because i got medical appointment in the afternoon. Pheewww.... Had this bo liao parade in the morning and i was given extra because my boots weren't shiny enough. What the fuck!! The CSM damn bloody cock la... So anyways, took a cab to NUH because it was fucking hot and costs me around 5 bucks. Quite cheap ah. Luckily i stay near the hospital. Hoping that i might be finally get downgraded but as usual, i was treated to a disappointment like so often when i see this specialist. He said that according to the bone scan, there isn't any fracture. Ok, let me explain... I fractured my shin, supposedly according to the smart asses medical officer from tekong, last september. I took the bone scan this february. Hmm, that is like almost 5 months apart. Geez, i wonder what happened to the fracture. Hmm, i think it disappeared. Right, i'm not a specialist and yet i perhaps have the answer to the question. The fracture probably healed. Because it was 5 months after that i take the bone scan. Goondu.....it doesn't take a specialist to figure that out. And when i keep saying that my shin hurts when i run, he says that there is nothing in the bone scan. You seem whenever i ask that question, he always gives me that answer. The situation was made more complicating when i visited a stand in specialist and he said that i got shin splints. The specialist that i've been seeing for the past ten months, not once mentioned about shin splints. What's worse, he said that sooner or later i have to go for re-course and if there's pain in the shin, come see him again. What the fuck!!! How do you explain the pain in my shin when i run you bloody idiot?

JC = Just Crap

I don't really like JC. In fact i don't like JC people. Why? Because i think they are just crap. Except for those of my friends who doesn't seem to act like they're from JC. But there are also JC people that i know who's attitude stinks. Yup, and that's what i think of them too. Thank god i went to Poly. And i 've never regretted it. We are just different from you JC people. I got some cousins who are/were from JC and they are just.......JC. I dunnoe la. Those who are from poly are just more cooler than you guys. What i know is you JC people try to ACT cool. Oh ya, and i also know some of them who are spoilt brats, bastards blah blah blah...... Some still got attitude problem. Please la hor, you guys wear uniform to school so please try to act like you guys go to school la. Obviously you JC people lack EQ too. I also know that some parents prefer their children to opt for Jc instead of Poly. And giving lame/stupid/unreasonable/dumbass/@#$!%&*#@ excuses for their children to not choose Poly. Some i heard says that JC is more disciplined. Ya right.. Another says that Poly are for no-hopers; can't go far in life one. Utter rubbish obviously. And the ultimate one, only clever people go to JC. Hahahahahaha *ROFL*....... It's funny how stupid people ended up at Poly. Hmm, i'm from Poly, so that means we are no-hopers, stupid people. Calling all my poly pals, we are stupid people. Geez man..Where did they come up with such comments/excuses/remarks? I say, let your children decide for themselves. If they choose Poly, so be it. If they choose JC, so be it. Its what they become when they enter tertiary education. I think for Poly you can say tertiary la but i dunnoe about JC. But who cares... My "Why Poly people are more better than JC people" List: 1. We get to wear anything other than a school uniform. That is sucky enough. 2. Hypocrites lives and breeds in JC. 3. We experience a more working life than JC. 4. We have lecturers instead of teachers. 5. Poly is a more happening and hip place to be in. JC? Go back to your secondary school. 6. Poly are full of real people. JC have a bunch of fakes. I know plenty of them by the way. 7. Poly people=cool people; Jc people=act cool=not cool=kiss my ass... 8. Almost 90% of JC people wear glasses, meaning their eyes are bad. Why? Because reading too much from textbooks can cause myopia. There are more actually but i'll just cut it short for now la. Oh ya, i read somewhere before about someone giving some 'good' facts. "JCs lays the foundation of basic concept behind theories that govern various profession and the main focus is on analytical thinking Wow, i didn't know that. And this is what he has to say about poly; "while poly touches on the hands on application" Wah, sound like so simple like that. He also got this to say; "I would like to advise the people to think more critically, rather than looking at naive issues of whether they are wearing uniform or whether how fun it is in poly and JC and who are more hypocratical as the fundamental of setting up JC and poly is to be a learning institute" And the worse part is, some people have the idea that only JC people can get degree. Damn cock right. Screw you JC freaks. Poly rox....period. Home from the album It's Time by Michael Buble

Public Transport Fares

Although public transport fares have increased since a couple of months ago, i still can't justify the reason for the increase in fares. I mean its ok if you increase the fares but if the service is still as inefficient as ever, then what is the point. LTA or whoever came out with the idea are just sucking our blood. What is pissing me off is that they can up with idea of a higher fare without improving their services, both the buses and the trains. Like for example, when i'm taking a bus back to my place from Jurong East Interchange which incidently takes only 10 minutes but it may take up to 20 minutes when i'm coming back from work. Perhaps you can say that its the peak hours and what not but that is not our problem. It is their problem. So why increase it when you can't solve the problem in the first place. This means increase in fare is not equal to better and efficient service. We pay more meaning we deserve better. Read this nonsense: New Fare Review Framework

Awkward moments

Have you ever embarrased yourself, indirectly or accidently, in front of people in crowded places? Well, i did. Not like i want it to happen la. So anyways, this was what happened. In fact, it happen just now when i was on the way back from work. So anyways, i was on the train, reaching Jurong East. And as usual there were bulls trying to prevent passengers from alighting. After squeezing through the barrage of smelly bodies, i was out. Then i took a sharp turn to my left and at that point of time, the friction between my shoes and the floor decided to ignore me and i slipped. But thankfully, i didn't fall on my ass and got back to my normal upright position. It was sort of a half slip kinda thingy that look bad if you caught it on tape and play it at slow motion. That kind of slip. I was so embarrased that i just smile and look around to see if anybody noticed what happen. And yesterday, the same thing happened but this time on the bus. Same concept of friction-less happened. There have been too many of these awkward moments in my life that i can't help but think that is it just me or what. Hmm, maybe i'm just a klutz. And like my friend always say, "its just fundamentals".. *sigh* oh well.... Quote of the day: The only sure thing about luck is that it will change ~ Wilson Mizner

Being nosey

"After going through such torrid time for the past few months, i have been very annoyed with myself. Maybe its time i take some action to prevent further deterioration of myself. It is so embarrasing to be seen like this. At least he understands me. But what can i do?" These are the words from my nose. Yeap, you heard that right. Maybe it may not be as bad as i think it is but nevertheless i still want my nose to deserve the best. I've been thinking, Bioskin or Men's Expression. One thing that is preventing me is, well i think you all know what la. Hopefully by the end of this year i can go for a full facial makeover. i really think i need it la. Because if not, i don't feel like going out and meeting people. I just don't feel good. Call me vain, call me anything you want, but as long as i don't go and do something about my nose, it is just going to get worse. Ok ok, i'll stop talking about myself. God!! It's suppose to my blog and its all about me, just me. Anyways, situation at work is back to the healthy status after what have been a turbulent 2 months. Well, i've never really talk about what happened at work and i'm not going to start now. Only my close friends knows about it so i prefer to keep it that way. So i hope the good thing stays at work and the only person who can screw it up again is me. Reputation dropped to an all-time low but defnitely recovering. Pheew... I just got to learn my lesson. Quote of the day: Moisture is the essence of wetness, and wetness is the essence of beauty ~ Derek Zoolander Delicate from the album "O" by Damien Rice

Almost ready...

After almost two weeks of painstaking work to give my blog the new look or in my own words, a more metro look, my blog is finally ready. It's funny how hard it was to improve your blog than starting one. Geez..... A few more touch ups and everything should be in place. I'm just itching to start bitching again because i've got a lot of things to bitch about. So anyways, if anybody got any suggestions and comments, please drop me some k.....ciaoz......

*Under Construction*

My blog will be under some construction for the next week or so. I won't be posting anything for the time being until i'm satisfied with the changes. I think it will turn out just fine. I'm just so excited at these changes. More style, more attitude and definitely keeping it real. As always. Cya guys.......

Aaaaw man.....

What a day. A day when you just don't feel good. For me, if i don't feel good, i don't look good. When i'm outside, i always prefer to be at my best(who doesn't) so if i'm not, that is shitty loh. So, whenever its time to book out from camp, i try to keep myself from sweating etc etc...But today was an exception. I was sweating like hell, my face was super oily, my nose is a wreck(and no,i didn't break it) my nails are a mess(including my toenails) and think i need to go for a manicure and pedicure. ok ok, i'm going overboard with this. Time to take action? Maybe not now la, perhaps end of th..(haha brian, u know what i'm goin to say right?) And i also realised one of the reasons why my face particularly my nose has been struck my acnes, pimples or whatever thing that harms your skin. It is because my skin was clean, perhaps too clean. That is why. No seriously, i read it up somewhere.... And also, i had super dry eyes the whole day at work. It is the most one of the most irritating thing that can happen to me. Think i need to make an appointment with the eye specialist. Its funny how i got dry eyes when i'm not using contacts..... Oh ya, and the weather is not helping. Funny how it was %$#@&!%^ hot the whole day and it rains when i'm going jogging, in the evening somemore.... Alright, gotta go get ready for "LOST"..... [Vanity is the quicksand of reason ~ George Sand]

Grounded

After much thought and consideration, i have decided to ground myself for the whole of this month. I have always talked about saving up and so i am taking action. And i'm doing it the hard way. Because if i don't do it now, i won't be doing it, ever... So, i'm not going to ask anyone out(actually, i have decided not to ask anyone out last month) and no one is going to ask me out but i would appreciate it if you guys just asks me so this way, i won't feel that bad because i thought no one would ask me out(there are exceptions thankfully) but in fact there are. Its already the 7th month of the year and i'm yet to start saving. So, its time to get cracking. *thinking of things to do at home during the weekends*

Public Service Announcement

After almost 6 months of blogging, i am still not fully satisfied with my blog. I want it to be more interesting and catches people's attention.(not attracting attention though) I have been reading interesting peoples blog that just gives me the motivation to do a good job with my own blog. One such blog is from a girl err lady err girl called Xiaxue or Wendy if i'm not wrong. I think she is quite famous already due to her blog. I think she is an interesting character. Someone who is honest and her blog entries never fail to attract attetion. I don't know what else to say because her blog is just damn good la.... There are some other blogs that quite good too - Mr Brown, Mr Miyagi, Kenny I think their blogs are well organised, interesting and most important of all, catches people attention. People want to read this type of thing. Its like some sort of entertainment for bloggers. And i found out how important it is to have a digital camera if you're blogging. Pictures. Pictures are what that attracts people. Just look at Xiaxue's blog. So, i shall get a digi cam, improve my blog layout and some other stuffs. Hope by end of this year *fingers crossed* i can get what i want. *winkz* but in the meantime, i will continue to blog as usual. Do check out the blogs :)

People gotta learn sometime

Been a hectic period at work with things getting out of hand at times. Nothing good happened by the way. Everything is just bad. On monday, i did something i might have regretted doing. I won't beat around the bush so i will just say it. I sort of shouted at my officer. Not literally though, just kinda raise my voice. But hey, i didn;t do it for the fun of it. He asked me to do something outrageous, at a time when everyone is getting ready to go back. I was peeved at him that i let it out. I knew i made a mistake but then again, i felt good after saying it to his face, in front of everybody. The tension was there since the first day he came in and it needed somebody, a spark to trigger everything and i happen to be the fallen guy. Now, he is punishing everyone with a new set of rules. No this, no that blah blah blah. That explains his immaturity and childishness. God!!!! And now it seems that most of the guys are blaming me but not like they are pointing fingers and bad mouthing me or what. Not to that extend. Not like in the movies where the guy who screws things up get the stones thrown at him. Never. Officer. Officer my ass. Well, i did get 2 confinements for it. Dammit.... Glad that most of the guys understand how i felt. The next day, i got fucked by my supervisors in front of everybody but luckily i didn't lose my cool. So, my reputation dipped further down after the first incident. What's next? Well, first of all, i don't care about what my officer and supervisors think of me. I'm more concern about the guys but i think that shouldn't pose any problems. Hope it will be ok in the next few weeks. Secondly, i think i should do my work that my pay deserves. Nothing special, nothing more. Anything more, you got to do it yourself. As you all know, i'm doing my officer's work so i can screw him anytime i want which i think i might. Muahahahaha...........kiss my ass............. [Anger is one letter short of danger]

War of the Worlds

Was eagerly anticipating this movie for the past 3 months but it turned out to be disappointing. Very disappointing indeed. For 'alien-invasion' movie fans, you are in for a big disappointment. But hey, at least i get to see my favourite actor on screen , tom cruise. He is just so cool and charismatic, not to mention that he is good looking too. Anyways, back to the movie, the ending was worse. This movie didn't reach the proportions of 'Independence Day' at all. That was disappointing enough. The movie did start out quite well with the aliens emerging and destroying everything in its path until a point when i realised that the movie was focusing on certain characters instead of the alien invaders, i knew that this movie is a disappointment. I give it 6/10 but due to the action sequences(top notch) and tom cruise, i'll give it a 7. Its quite high a rating for a disappointing movie but due to its CGI effects and action sequences(even the sound wasn't that good) i gave it slightly higher rating.
Is that disappointment?
Shine unto me [This is not a war. This is an extermination - Ogilvy] {PS: This site is not turning into a movie corner for the critics]

Batman Begins

Went to watch 'Batman Begins' with Brian on thurdays evening. And i tell you one thing only, awesome. The movie is simply awesome. Everything was great about the movie and the cast too. Movie of the year if you ask me or perhaps until a better movie comes along. And Christian Bale is so hot right now *sounding like Mugatu in Zoolander* In fact, i wouldn't mind watching it again =) War of the Worlds will be out next week and i think i'll be catching that one with Brian again, right man? Anyways, i think that will be another great show. Next month will be more movies but since i have decided not to watch any movie next month(trying to save up), so no movies next month for me(*TBC) Like i said in my previous post, i have been very busy nowadays. Yesterday, worse. TSO, as(s) always makes stupid and pathetic decisions, made most of us do saikang. I hate saikang ever since i step foot into Tekong or to be more precise, when i out of course. 4 of us had to go help the armskote man with the moving of the m-16s and cleaning of the rifles. Craps. The rest had to help out with the President Gala Reception thingy and its only a rehearsal. Ours was worse loh. Firstly, i can't stand the stuffiness of the armskote room. The air is bad and the ventilation didn't help. Secondly, i don't like getting my hands dirty, oily is even worse. Thirdly, i'm saying all this because it ain't my job. Wah, the cleaning of the m-16s are horrible. The cleaning kit is horrible and oily. We had to oil the rifles too. My hands were bad loh. i don't usually do this type of dirty work somemore my hands are very sensitive. I think i even got cuts on some of my fingers, oh man..... [They told me there was nothing out there, nothing to fear. But the night my parents were murdered I caught a glimpse of something. I've looked for it ever since. I went around the world, searched in all the shadows. And there is something out there in the darkness, something terrifying, something that will not stop until it gets revenge. Me. - Bruce Wayne]

Busy

Been very busy this week. And it will only get worse in the few weeks or months to come. Fuckz......The amount of paperwork i'm doing now is unbelievable that you just have to see it to believe it. Its actually the time of the year where everyone is preparing for LRI(Logistic R.......... Inspection) which is basically an annual check on our stores' equipments and accounts. Its madness i tell you, madness!!! I've been so busy that i have no time to read anything, err update my other blogs, log onto msn and some other stuffs. But i still have time for(thank god) tv and workouts *the grinch's smile* Talking about tv, i caught a jim carrey movie on HBO tuesday night, 'The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind'. I think its an excellent show which i think is underrated because ut didn't get the attention it deserved when it came out last year. Jim carrey gave a performance never seen before. Excellent. The rest of the cast did well too. The movie is good no doubt but it may take a while to fully understand the movie's message. It has a deep meaning that is trying to reach us. I wouldn't want to talk much about it but i recommend you guys to see it, on dvd la. I give it 8 1/2 out of 10. The music by Beck at the end of the movie was so perfect. [Valentine's Day is a holiday invented by greeting card companies to make people feel like crap - Joel Barish]

Missing

Evanescence - Missing Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out, "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" And if I bleed, I'll bleed, Knowing you don't care. And if I sleep just to dream of you I'll wake without you there, Isn't something missing? Isn't something... [But if the while I think on thee, dear friend, all losses are restored and sorrows end ~ William Shakespeare]

Shape up or Ship out!!

I'm not sure if anybody noticed it but i do; how people in our society can simply ignored their physical well-being. More people, man and women alike are clearly ignoring their own body. Walking around, i observed that people are getting fatter, shapeless and looking like slobs. And how to look good if you don't take care of yourself, physically that is. Unless of course, they could care less about how they look. The guys are expected to be this way la but the ladies? Don't they care about their body shape? Wait, let me emphasise my first statement;"The guys are expected to be this way la...." By this i mean they are a bunch of lazy ass, food grubbing, beer drinking slobs who don't care about their health and physicall well-being. There are exceptions however(thank god), like me(not bragging) and some other guys. Even when i go to the gym, i see fat ass slobs working out. That is good, at least they are trying to do something. But sometimes its just a case of too little too late, if you know what i mean. Ok, now back to the ladies. I'll try not to offend any ladies reading this. Sucking in. I'm sure you all know what i mean. Hey, i know because i USED to do the same thing. And when i say 'i USED to' it means that i'm no longer sucking in my stomach to ensure that no one notice that its bulging or simply, your tummy. Right, most ladies are doing it. I know because i can sense it and i can see. But as usual, there are exceptions and thank god for that. Ladies here are getting fatter or if not, their tummy are bulging out unless they are genetically enhanced to not putting on weight even if they don't control their diet. All this just motivates me to become a personal trainer. But first, i have to be able to motivate myself to be health concious and try not to be a slob. I started out last december and i will have to take some beating before i give up, which i think is not going to happen :) [PS: I'm directing this to everybody including my friends(sorry guys, muahahahaha] [PPS: To be a personal trainer is just one of my desires] [PPPS: This topic doesn't ends here by the way; be sure that i will bitch more about it] [Lack of activity destroys the good condition of every human being, while movement and methodical physical exercise save it and preserve it ~ Plato]

22

Supposed to be a happy day but it wasn't. First mistake made when i woke up this morning. Didn't take off. What the hell was i doing at work? Had lots of work to do. Went out of camp to do work somemore. Things i did today ~ went to work talked to myself listen to music alone went to the gym alone ....................... ....................... ....................... ....................... Found out today that mondays are the worse day to do workout. So, no more workouts on mondays. Had sore eye(and still having) and my throat hurts(and no, its not sore throat..trust me) 22 years on and still nothing to be proud of. Haven't done anything, haven't achieve anything. And i can predict what is going to happen next year...the same thing. Hey c'mon now, there is still something to cheer about.... This is a year of opportunity, creativity and change. In your choices, focus on what's important and leave everything else for the time being. This is not a year to spread yourself thin, but rather to give something you really want to do your very best shot. You are sensitive to the needs of others -- a Good Samaritan. You have set ideas and a purpose that will lead to great accomplishments. You are disciplined, knowledgeable and willing to go the distance [PS: The blank space is for what i did on my birthday, which accidently happen to be nothing. So, left it blank for next year] [PPS: Thanx to my friends and cousins for the birthday wishes. Appreciate it :) [PPPS: My parents are going to bring me out on the weekend and buy something for me] [PPPPS: love my mum to the max] [PPPPPS: Will be taking off this friday] [PPPPPPS: Thought i saw denise keller's sister at california fitness just now and she was looking at me] [PPPPPPPS: Anyone can spare me $$$$ for shopping]

A quick recap

Have been very busy towards the end of the week that i didn't have time to update my blog. Did some stuffs, bought some stuffs and meeting people. Anyways, here is a round-up of what i did this week. Wednesday 8th June 2005: Went to work as per normal. The situation at work is getting better. Except that my impression of my officer is deteriorating. He is creating more problems for himself and everyone else. He is such a dick. An officer somemore. Geez Anyways, met up with hafiz who booked out the day before after his first batch of recruits had finally POP. He only has two days to rest before his 2nd batch comes in. Really pity him because he doesn't get to enjoy himself or take a break and after weeks of confinement, he will be confined for a few more weeks due to the arrival of the new enlistees. Went to town initially but decided to go to bugis because we wanted to eat at this coffee shop which is located behind bugis junction. The chicken rice is simply phenomenal, in my opinion. Did some window shopping and watch 'Monster In-Law'(sorry Brian(we had free tix courtesy of Hafiz) Not a bad movie. ok ok, it's definitely better than 'Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy'. Happy Brian? lolx Thursday 9th June 2005: Went through hell and back. Nuff' said...... Friday 10th 2005: Had so much work to do back in camp. Went to despatch documents and collect equipments. Bunch of craps. But all was good because it happen to be friday. No plans to go out but stay at home and did some workout. Felt so tired that i dozed of after 10. That was like the first time i've slept early in dunnoe how many freaking years. Saturday 11th 2005: Woke up super early. Had breakfast and spilled a glass of nestum on me, the keyboard and the floor. Woke early in the morning for a nice breakfast and in the end i had to clean up the mess. Dammit.... After lunch went out with brian to town. Bought some facial stuffs, toiletries and some health supplements. Wanted to catch a movie but decided to save it for 'Batman Begins' next week and 'War of the Worlds' end of this month. But i think i'd overrun my spending budget for this months. Craps...... After Brian left(he had to book in, aaaww boo-hoo), met up with ed. Its been like 2 years since we last met haha no la, only 3 months. Really missed him. Also met up my secondary school mates at NYDC(the one outside Heeren). Think they should enclosed it with glass walls and install air-cons. Talking about craps, i've just realised that going to town on the weekends is a very bad idea. Looking at the amount of people walking around makes me feel constipated. The weather doesn't help by the way. And talking about the weather, there is no way anyone can walk around town without breaking a sweat, seriously. I hate sweating especially when you look good and all that. Uuurrgghh....... Anyways, someone should do something about this. This is what i think. Either limit the number of people that goes to town(foreigners in town on sundays is such a turn off, no offence) or expand it. Make it bigger. Because as of now, town is a small place. [Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth ~ Benjamin Disraeli]

Time to put on the weight

After much torture and pain, i have decide that it is time to put back on the weight that i have lost for the past 6 months. One factor that make me decide to go with the decision is the fact that i look better in pictures when i'm bigger or actually, fatter. Seriously. Not only that, but i also feel better if i have that weight back on me. But there is a problem. How to put on weight and not putting on fat around your abs? Thats the tricky part. Well, its quite simple actually. Double or perhaps triple my workout time and effort. Easier said that done. But anyways, i won't give up that easily. I will do it, no matter what it takes. [There is no telling how many miles you will have to run while chasing a dream]