Why am i feeling so stress?

I've been feeling kinda stressed out the last few days....been thinking bout my financial problems and ed's comments and other stuffs too...well, i'm not really having financial problems but its just dat i dun have much money to start with....ok at least i'm getting 35o bucks every month(dats wat everyone says) 35o? dat is shit loh...i wish i had gone to OCS and earn almost 1k every month..dat would great but i have to endure 10 months of shit first la.....i've been trying to save a certain amount each month but i alwayz spend beyond my designated budget...not only dat, i've been controlling myself not to go out often or not at all in order to prevent any unnecessary spendings... Each month i would set aside a certain amount of money for important things, for example, transport, hp bill etc etc....in the end there is still a small(yup, small!!!) amount of money left for me to do wadever...dis amount also includes the amount dat i would like to save each month...its pathetic rite...i noe..but dats how things have been goin for the last couple of months...haiz...wat should i do? well, i could probably be an ass by not spending anything and i mean anything, totally...like hell i would do dat....i guess i need to re-assess my situation and my financial planning dat is....serious work need to be done here ladies and gentleman ok...dats one problem...the next problem is my image..well, i dun really hav an image problem but according to mr smart-mouth himself(yup bro, i'm toking bout u) i do have a problem with image...firstly, due to my stupidity last time(during poly years), i didn't shop for real clothes.... secondly, i got $$ problems..enough said...and lastly, without $$, how can i shop for clothes... aaaarrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!! This is fucked up la...i can't settle as an average guy with zero money and zero image...dat is so not me... I tink its time for me to get down to business and show the real me....and hopefully i will prove u(ya bro, i'm referring to u again :p) wrong......i shall not be so stressed out and i should come up with solutions to solve my problems...i can do it, yes i can *feeling pumped* [An opportunity will be within reach, but if you take a risk you are likely to come up short. Play it smart and only do what you know will bring positive results]