Contemplating

For the first time in my life, i'm contemplating about smoking.

Constantine

"Angels and Demons can't cross over into our plane. So, instead we get what I call half-breeds. The influence peddlers. They can only whisper in our ears. A single word can give you courage, or turn your favorite pleasure into your worst nightmare. Those with the demon's touch and those part angel, living alongside us. They call it the balance. I call it hypocritical bullshit." - John Constantine

What now?

Still got 11 weeks to ord. Can't wait. Might have to undergo two surgeries next month. Hopefully it will clear the problems i'm having right now.

Brace Yourselves

The gates of hell are opened, for a month...

Chicken out

Due to my medical problem(not serious, no worries), i can't eat chicken, eggs and any seafood(except fish) for a month and i have to stick to eating vegetables, red meat and fruits. It has been only 4 days. Still got 26 days to go. I know i can do it.

Talk like Rockson

Kan nee na bei chow chee bye puah chee bye!!!!! Why the gahmen must increase taxi fare? Like paying income tax not enough like that? Now everything also increase. They think we all get minister salary ar. Fuck their mothercheebye! Read this. I can never blog like this. Unless someone screws around with my brain and make me think and sound so blunt. Fuck up lar!!!

A sinking ship

All sorts of things are happening now that i'm getting ever more closer to my ord date. Can't wait for that. But in the meantime, there are few problems that needs to be resolve. Firstly is my health issue, which is getting way way overboard, especially with all the physios, medical and dental appointments and not to mention falling sick too often. And the second issue is my work commitments. Now, the thing is my surgery(i may need to go for 2 surgeries) may clashed with the LRI preparation period. The surgery is scheduled next month. If i go ahead with it, i will leave my understudy without much of a help. Honestly speaking, the place is going down. I hope i'm wrong cos if i were to leave before LRI, meaning the LRI preparation will not be complete and that everything is just going to self-destruct. I'm not the kind of guy who leaves his resposibility to another person but if time calls for it, then i guess i have to.

Sick

Had been sick since tuesday. Had a viral infection, high fever and kept vomiting. Finally today, felt slightly better but still not 100%. Been eating medicine so much that i don't have much appetite to eat anything. Hopefully can start the new week on a healthier note. And thank god the world cup is over!!