Batman Begins

Went to watch 'Batman Begins' with Brian on thurdays evening. And i tell you one thing only, awesome. The movie is simply awesome. Everything was great about the movie and the cast too. Movie of the year if you ask me or perhaps until a better movie comes along. And Christian Bale is so hot right now *sounding like Mugatu in Zoolander* In fact, i wouldn't mind watching it again =) War of the Worlds will be out next week and i think i'll be catching that one with Brian again, right man? Anyways, i think that will be another great show. Next month will be more movies but since i have decided not to watch any movie next month(trying to save up), so no movies next month for me(*TBC) Like i said in my previous post, i have been very busy nowadays. Yesterday, worse. TSO, as(s) always makes stupid and pathetic decisions, made most of us do saikang. I hate saikang ever since i step foot into Tekong or to be more precise, when i out of course. 4 of us had to go help the armskote man with the moving of the m-16s and cleaning of the rifles. Craps. The rest had to help out with the President Gala Reception thingy and its only a rehearsal. Ours was worse loh. Firstly, i can't stand the stuffiness of the armskote room. The air is bad and the ventilation didn't help. Secondly, i don't like getting my hands dirty, oily is even worse. Thirdly, i'm saying all this because it ain't my job. Wah, the cleaning of the m-16s are horrible. The cleaning kit is horrible and oily. We had to oil the rifles too. My hands were bad loh. i don't usually do this type of dirty work somemore my hands are very sensitive. I think i even got cuts on some of my fingers, oh man..... [They told me there was nothing out there, nothing to fear. But the night my parents were murdered I caught a glimpse of something. I've looked for it ever since. I went around the world, searched in all the shadows. And there is something out there in the darkness, something terrifying, something that will not stop until it gets revenge. Me. - Bruce Wayne]

Busy

Been very busy this week. And it will only get worse in the few weeks or months to come. Fuckz......The amount of paperwork i'm doing now is unbelievable that you just have to see it to believe it. Its actually the time of the year where everyone is preparing for LRI(Logistic R.......... Inspection) which is basically an annual check on our stores' equipments and accounts. Its madness i tell you, madness!!! I've been so busy that i have no time to read anything, err update my other blogs, log onto msn and some other stuffs. But i still have time for(thank god) tv and workouts *the grinch's smile* Talking about tv, i caught a jim carrey movie on HBO tuesday night, 'The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind'. I think its an excellent show which i think is underrated because ut didn't get the attention it deserved when it came out last year. Jim carrey gave a performance never seen before. Excellent. The rest of the cast did well too. The movie is good no doubt but it may take a while to fully understand the movie's message. It has a deep meaning that is trying to reach us. I wouldn't want to talk much about it but i recommend you guys to see it, on dvd la. I give it 8 1/2 out of 10. The music by Beck at the end of the movie was so perfect. [Valentine's Day is a holiday invented by greeting card companies to make people feel like crap - Joel Barish]

Missing

Evanescence - Missing Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out, "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" And if I bleed, I'll bleed, Knowing you don't care. And if I sleep just to dream of you I'll wake without you there, Isn't something missing? Isn't something... [But if the while I think on thee, dear friend, all losses are restored and sorrows end ~ William Shakespeare]

Shape up or Ship out!!

I'm not sure if anybody noticed it but i do; how people in our society can simply ignored their physical well-being. More people, man and women alike are clearly ignoring their own body. Walking around, i observed that people are getting fatter, shapeless and looking like slobs. And how to look good if you don't take care of yourself, physically that is. Unless of course, they could care less about how they look. The guys are expected to be this way la but the ladies? Don't they care about their body shape? Wait, let me emphasise my first statement;"The guys are expected to be this way la...." By this i mean they are a bunch of lazy ass, food grubbing, beer drinking slobs who don't care about their health and physicall well-being. There are exceptions however(thank god), like me(not bragging) and some other guys. Even when i go to the gym, i see fat ass slobs working out. That is good, at least they are trying to do something. But sometimes its just a case of too little too late, if you know what i mean. Ok, now back to the ladies. I'll try not to offend any ladies reading this. Sucking in. I'm sure you all know what i mean. Hey, i know because i USED to do the same thing. And when i say 'i USED to' it means that i'm no longer sucking in my stomach to ensure that no one notice that its bulging or simply, your tummy. Right, most ladies are doing it. I know because i can sense it and i can see. But as usual, there are exceptions and thank god for that. Ladies here are getting fatter or if not, their tummy are bulging out unless they are genetically enhanced to not putting on weight even if they don't control their diet. All this just motivates me to become a personal trainer. But first, i have to be able to motivate myself to be health concious and try not to be a slob. I started out last december and i will have to take some beating before i give up, which i think is not going to happen :) [PS: I'm directing this to everybody including my friends(sorry guys, muahahahaha] [PPS: To be a personal trainer is just one of my desires] [PPPS: This topic doesn't ends here by the way; be sure that i will bitch more about it] [Lack of activity destroys the good condition of every human being, while movement and methodical physical exercise save it and preserve it ~ Plato]

22

Supposed to be a happy day but it wasn't. First mistake made when i woke up this morning. Didn't take off. What the hell was i doing at work? Had lots of work to do. Went out of camp to do work somemore. Things i did today ~ went to work talked to myself listen to music alone went to the gym alone ....................... ....................... ....................... ....................... Found out today that mondays are the worse day to do workout. So, no more workouts on mondays. Had sore eye(and still having) and my throat hurts(and no, its not sore throat..trust me) 22 years on and still nothing to be proud of. Haven't done anything, haven't achieve anything. And i can predict what is going to happen next year...the same thing. Hey c'mon now, there is still something to cheer about.... This is a year of opportunity, creativity and change. In your choices, focus on what's important and leave everything else for the time being. This is not a year to spread yourself thin, but rather to give something you really want to do your very best shot. You are sensitive to the needs of others -- a Good Samaritan. You have set ideas and a purpose that will lead to great accomplishments. You are disciplined, knowledgeable and willing to go the distance [PS: The blank space is for what i did on my birthday, which accidently happen to be nothing. So, left it blank for next year] [PPS: Thanx to my friends and cousins for the birthday wishes. Appreciate it :) [PPPS: My parents are going to bring me out on the weekend and buy something for me] [PPPPS: love my mum to the max] [PPPPPS: Will be taking off this friday] [PPPPPPS: Thought i saw denise keller's sister at california fitness just now and she was looking at me] [PPPPPPPS: Anyone can spare me $$$$ for shopping]

A quick recap

Have been very busy towards the end of the week that i didn't have time to update my blog. Did some stuffs, bought some stuffs and meeting people. Anyways, here is a round-up of what i did this week. Wednesday 8th June 2005: Went to work as per normal. The situation at work is getting better. Except that my impression of my officer is deteriorating. He is creating more problems for himself and everyone else. He is such a dick. An officer somemore. Geez Anyways, met up with hafiz who booked out the day before after his first batch of recruits had finally POP. He only has two days to rest before his 2nd batch comes in. Really pity him because he doesn't get to enjoy himself or take a break and after weeks of confinement, he will be confined for a few more weeks due to the arrival of the new enlistees. Went to town initially but decided to go to bugis because we wanted to eat at this coffee shop which is located behind bugis junction. The chicken rice is simply phenomenal, in my opinion. Did some window shopping and watch 'Monster In-Law'(sorry Brian(we had free tix courtesy of Hafiz) Not a bad movie. ok ok, it's definitely better than 'Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy'. Happy Brian? lolx Thursday 9th June 2005: Went through hell and back. Nuff' said...... Friday 10th 2005: Had so much work to do back in camp. Went to despatch documents and collect equipments. Bunch of craps. But all was good because it happen to be friday. No plans to go out but stay at home and did some workout. Felt so tired that i dozed of after 10. That was like the first time i've slept early in dunnoe how many freaking years. Saturday 11th 2005: Woke up super early. Had breakfast and spilled a glass of nestum on me, the keyboard and the floor. Woke early in the morning for a nice breakfast and in the end i had to clean up the mess. Dammit.... After lunch went out with brian to town. Bought some facial stuffs, toiletries and some health supplements. Wanted to catch a movie but decided to save it for 'Batman Begins' next week and 'War of the Worlds' end of this month. But i think i'd overrun my spending budget for this months. Craps...... After Brian left(he had to book in, aaaww boo-hoo), met up with ed. Its been like 2 years since we last met haha no la, only 3 months. Really missed him. Also met up my secondary school mates at NYDC(the one outside Heeren). Think they should enclosed it with glass walls and install air-cons. Talking about craps, i've just realised that going to town on the weekends is a very bad idea. Looking at the amount of people walking around makes me feel constipated. The weather doesn't help by the way. And talking about the weather, there is no way anyone can walk around town without breaking a sweat, seriously. I hate sweating especially when you look good and all that. Uuurrgghh....... Anyways, someone should do something about this. This is what i think. Either limit the number of people that goes to town(foreigners in town on sundays is such a turn off, no offence) or expand it. Make it bigger. Because as of now, town is a small place. [Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth ~ Benjamin Disraeli]

Time to put on the weight

After much torture and pain, i have decide that it is time to put back on the weight that i have lost for the past 6 months. One factor that make me decide to go with the decision is the fact that i look better in pictures when i'm bigger or actually, fatter. Seriously. Not only that, but i also feel better if i have that weight back on me. But there is a problem. How to put on weight and not putting on fat around your abs? Thats the tricky part. Well, its quite simple actually. Double or perhaps triple my workout time and effort. Easier said that done. But anyways, i won't give up that easily. I will do it, no matter what it takes. [There is no telling how many miles you will have to run while chasing a dream]

Don't panic

Did anyone catch "Independence Day" just now? Man, i just love that movie. Simply awesome. One of my favourite movies of all time. For those who haven't watch it and i'm sure there are despite the movie being almost 10 years ago, please watch it. Its damn good. Anyways, last weekend flew by like the breeze and by the time i knew it, i am back to camp. But at least the situation at work is almost back to normal. Supposed to meet someone on wednesday but because of the un-importance of the meeting, it was cancelled. I wonder when will there be another one. Met up with Brian(wassup dawg) on friday because he happen to book out early that day. Went to town(like there is no other place to go) for dinner and catch a movie. I was excited about the screening of the "Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy". Although i have not read the book before, i have heard about it and also watched the series which was a long time ago. Brian reluctantly agreed to watch. I know because he keeps talking about "Monster In-Law". Wassup with that man? A J.lo movie? Give me a break. After the two hour show, i thought it wasn't that bad. Brian, as expected, didn't like it at all and gave it a bad rating. At that point of time, i thought the movie was alright but after reading several reviews about it, i realised that the movie was a disappointment. And i really think so too. But somehow, i get a feeling that there was some sort of a message in the movie. Don't bother because i'm still trying to figure that out. Hmmm....... The weather recently has been depressingly bad la. [Bad = super duper hot] Sometimes i wonder why some people can stand the heat and i would ask myself "is it just me or is it really the weather"? Finally it rained this evening when i was getting ready to go for a jog. Dammit...... Having talked about the how bad the weather is, i went to Sentosa for a gathering with my secondary school mates. It has been long time since i met them. Haven't got the pics yet. Hope to post some of the pics here when i have it. After that went to town for dinner and just chill out. It was nice to finally see them again. Had junk food throughout the week. Crapz. This has got to stop. No more junk food for me. Hey, at least until i'm satisfied with my body. Having said that, i think i need to put on some weight. [President Thomas Whitmore: Good morning. In less than an hour, aircraft from here will join others from around the world. And you will be launching the largest aerial battle in the history of mankind. "Mankind." That word should have new meaning for all of us today. We can't be consumed by our petty differences anymore. We will be united in our common interests. Perhaps it's fate that today is the Fourth of July, and you will once again be fighting for our freedom... Not from tyranny, oppression, or persecution... but from annihilation. We are fighting for our right to live. To exist. And should we win the day, the Fourth of July will no longer be known as an American holiday, but as the day the world declared in one voice: "We will not go quietly into the night! We will not vanish without a fight!" We're going to live on! We're going to survive! Today we celebrate our Independence Day!]