Time to step up....

A very lethargic monday i must say...din feel like doing anything and at one point i even told myself, 'wat the fuck am i doin here?' and 'I don't feel like comin to work anymore'...i kinda feel dat i am mentally drained.....the paperwork is comin up to me..i feel dat i need to remain focus on my work....god dammit...i just feel like slacking man...but i can't..i just need to get some inspirations from somewhere, someone, something...anything..pleez...to help me ease thru my time in the army... Came back home, feeling super lethargic..my mind was like telling me to rest and take it easy but my body tells me to work..haha...so i continued with my workout..was suppose to do it with alvin on mondays but he's on a fire fighting course for ten days...whenever i do my workout, i'd always prefer to do it with someone like alvin...we hav been working out together for a year plus and i feel comfortable as well as motivated when working out with him...hope to continue our workout regime together ah...soon hahaha.... So....i did my workout, lethargically(if there's such a word) with my heart set on the ippt tml morning...feeling kinda nervous but at the same time fired up...i hope to do my best and show my doubters wat i'm made of....oh man, i feel like kicking someone's ass....*feeling pumped* But i tink i may have a slight problem with the standing broad jump la...my personal best was 233cm..dat was in tekong..my 2nd personal best is 225cm....hope to achieve within dat range la.. but no matter wat happens, i will give 200% commitment and do my best...... [Always give a 100% in whatever you're doing because no matter what happens, you can look back and say that you have done your best and your commitment and desire shall never be underestimated]