People gotta learn sometime

Been a hectic period at work with things getting out of hand at times. Nothing good happened by the way. Everything is just bad. On monday, i did something i might have regretted doing. I won't beat around the bush so i will just say it. I sort of shouted at my officer. Not literally though, just kinda raise my voice. But hey, i didn;t do it for the fun of it. He asked me to do something outrageous, at a time when everyone is getting ready to go back. I was peeved at him that i let it out. I knew i made a mistake but then again, i felt good after saying it to his face, in front of everybody. The tension was there since the first day he came in and it needed somebody, a spark to trigger everything and i happen to be the fallen guy. Now, he is punishing everyone with a new set of rules. No this, no that blah blah blah. That explains his immaturity and childishness. God!!!! And now it seems that most of the guys are blaming me but not like they are pointing fingers and bad mouthing me or what. Not to that extend. Not like in the movies where the guy who screws things up get the stones thrown at him. Never. Officer. Officer my ass. Well, i did get 2 confinements for it. Dammit.... Glad that most of the guys understand how i felt. The next day, i got fucked by my supervisors in front of everybody but luckily i didn't lose my cool. So, my reputation dipped further down after the first incident. What's next? Well, first of all, i don't care about what my officer and supervisors think of me. I'm more concern about the guys but i think that shouldn't pose any problems. Hope it will be ok in the next few weeks. Secondly, i think i should do my work that my pay deserves. Nothing special, nothing more. Anything more, you got to do it yourself. As you all know, i'm doing my officer's work so i can screw him anytime i want which i think i might. Muahahahaha...........kiss my ass............. [Anger is one letter short of danger]