Burnt out

Felt totally burnt out today, not physically though. These are trying times for me, mentally of course. Ok la, perhaps i'm exagerrating but the truth is the work load is just getting from bad to worse. Now that LRI is around the corner(less than 2 weeks) my work is still not fully completed. Probably, have to start staying back from next week onwards. Bo pian one loh....Must finish all my designated work, by hook or by crook....and i'm still getting peanuts for all this shit... Somemore, my newcastle team are in the worse shit ever. Losing this morning to Bolton just makes me lose confidence and morale. Call me crazy or stupid but i'm just so into my beloved newcastle that i would cry if we lose. And the situation now just makes me lose faith in the team. If you still don't get it.....basically, if newcastle loses, i feel like fuck and my morale drops to an all time low. If we win, i feel on top of the world. This is what i call a true blue black and white fan....if you're an avid soccer reader(or a newcastle fan) please visit my other blog. So, to release my anger and frustration, i decided to go for a run in the evening. And boy i felt better. And stronger in fact......I just love running man..it just makes you feel better and stronger about things...Sprinting lagi best...anyone care to sprint with me? But i have to warn you first..i can sprint..and i mean, I CAN SPRINT!!!! Excerpts from Tekong diary -- August 24th 2004 Sunday Had a great sleep last night. Surprisingly. Because such good night sleeps don't come along often when you're here. And this morning's breakfast was excellent. It was nice to have good food especially after doing 5BX which includes running early in the morning. In the afternoon, we had a 3km run and it felt great. It's perhaps abit premature to say this but i think i can get use to this. After the run, we has our first foot drill at the parade square. Of course, we bath first before that. Pheeew.... Anyways, the parade square is considered to be a 'sacred' place. A sacred place it may be but it doesn't protect us much from the weather. It was fucking hot. My face was burnt. Definitely need sunscreen protection.