Meaningless post

i just can't think of any title for this post. My life is getting more and more meaningless i guess. But what the fuck. Didn't go to work today. Had to take urgent leave to settle some family issues. But anyways, its nice to get away from camp life. Well, some of the guys will be clearing leave soon and the rest of us will take over as another generation of techstorians hahahaha....Especially for me. It'll be surreal for me without my upperstudy around, to ask for any opinions or whatever. But i'm gonna do it. Its my call now.... Anyways, haven't been going running for a while now. And i think i'm putting on weight at a tremendous rate. But still need to maintain la in case some part of my body grows out of proportion. But then, my aim to get abs has been blown out of the water like 4 months again. I just realised that it is virtually impossible to get abs, at least for the time being. Most probably will try to get it after my ns life. It is so freaking impossible to get it. And the fasting month starts in like less than a week from today. I think it will just worse......blood sugar levels la, starvation la..........and my goodness, no working out for one month!!!! die liao....