A sinking ship

All sorts of things are happening now that i'm getting ever more closer to my ord date. Can't wait for that. But in the meantime, there are few problems that needs to be resolve. Firstly is my health issue, which is getting way way overboard, especially with all the physios, medical and dental appointments and not to mention falling sick too often. And the second issue is my work commitments. Now, the thing is my surgery(i may need to go for 2 surgeries) may clashed with the LRI preparation period. The surgery is scheduled next month. If i go ahead with it, i will leave my understudy without much of a help. Honestly speaking, the place is going down. I hope i'm wrong cos if i were to leave before LRI, meaning the LRI preparation will not be complete and that everything is just going to self-destruct. I'm not the kind of guy who leaves his resposibility to another person but if time calls for it, then i guess i have to.