Paranoia

Been having this uncomfortable thing going on around my under-arm area. Had an operation a year ago to me remove a swollen lymph node on my under-arm. And now its back. For some of you guys, perhaps it may just be a lump but it is not. What i know is that there is an infection going on and that my body's immune system is doing its best to counter it. Met the specialist last week and he told me that most likely have to go for another operation. Funny thing was, when i saw him last week there wasn't any pain or swollen but one week later, this thing started. So i made an earlier appointment which is on the 17th of this month(two weeks time) to see the specialist again. Oh ya, the specialist did say that if the lymph node is affecting a nearby nerve, it might cause a mild paralyzation. And i was reading through the internet, some were saying about HIV lar, cancer lar. What the fuck. I'm feeling paranoid, i can tell you that right now. The Reason from the album The Reason by Hoobastank