No fucking way again

What a week. Started out with flu and fever(again) and i think i got food poisoning too. Never felt so weak before sia.... And to compound my misery, i have just been certified fit for BMT recourse. Aaaaaaarrggghh....Just couldn't get worse right. Haiz.... Hope to get another excuse from my dumbass specialist. In fact, my next specialist appointment is in Feb'06. That is like midway through my BMT loh....No way, i have to bring it forward. And i was hoping to change to another specialist too. Man, there's work to be done. But it'll be worth it if i succeed.... I'm so feeling love sick sia...Can't sleep nowadays..kept thinking about her.. i just wanna hear her voice....just wanna see her......that's all i need now... ".....I just wanna feel...Real love...feel the home that I live in..Cos I got too much life, running through my veins, going to waste....There's a hole in my soul..You can see it in my face..It's a real big place...." Feel from the
album Escapology
by Robbie Williams