Thursday, May 12, 2005

Angels & Demons

Have been reading Dan Brown's 'Angels & Demons' recently. Finally completed last night and i must say that its a good book. I recommend everyone to read it. I wouldn't want to dwell on the story here, so what are you waiting for? Go get the book and start reading. Hope to start reading on another book by the way, 'The Da Vinci Code' by the same author. Been a hectic week at work especially today. Something happened at work just now but i will talk about it in a while. Been having this shitty feeling inside of me. Well, not really shitty but some sort of anger, frustration and irritation in me. Our tso has been a major dick since day one. He's screwing things up, stirring things and making small problems into a big one. Unbelievable. And he always gets paranoid and obsessive about doing things the right way. There are problems in the store that are well handled by the previous tso-s'. These problems are always solved in a smart way. And not with the "JC" way of doing it. My current tso was from jc and i can tell you that he is not street smart and just doesn't think properly. That is why i don't really like JC people. There are exceptions thankfully. The talk of OCS letting in people from JC is just damn true. I mean, its not really a well kept secret but getting these kind of people into OCS to be leaders, its just damn depressing. I don't want to say it but you JC guys just suck. Like i said before there are exceptions. With the tso being a dick, the rest of the guys have been jerks. They just make my blood boil. Inmature with zero emotional intelligence. Thats what they are. Sometimes we have to be sensitive with what we say to the people around us. These jerks don't know anything about it. Finally, after weeks of enduring, i let it off. I have never been so fucked my whole life. I won't describe it in detail but i can tell you one thing. It felt good. When you release the anger and frustration inside of you, you can feel a rush of blood to the head that you just feel like beating someone up. Seriously. I felt better afterwards and i've got no regrets about it. I could give a fuck about what these people think. I may have crossed the boundary of 'what the fuck is wrong with you' or 'are you crazy' and regardless of what peopke thinks, i don't have any regrets whatsoever and i just hope that they'll realise what it means to have feelings and not be a jerk. Son of bitches. [Never argue with a jerk, because they will drag you to their level and beat you with experience]

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Best regards from NY! »